Say hello to the new beginning :)

Finally, 2011 is gonna end! Note that it's 9.52pm in UK and 2012 has started in Malaysia. Oh well, I am always 8 hours later -_-

This year, I've learnt a lot, a lot. In the middle of 2011, I moved to England. and that's not a very good thing actually. Well, maybe it WILL be good? I seriously don't know :)

What I wanna say is, thanks 2011. You let me experience different things and "explore" the other side of the world.

Being apart from my dear families and friends, i now know how to "live" independently. In school, I can actually talk less than 20 sentences. I pretty much like that actually.

I hope time can fly quickly as usual, and let me finish high school. because i am not enjoying it :P I need to graduate. THREE YEARS. half a year gone, which means i still have to stay in the school for 2 1/2 years. It's okay. Im gonna study real hard. and get the British accent (HAHA) but I'm still proud to be a Malaysian. really.

Christmas has passed so quickly, i didnt even know what i did for that three days. Grr.
Well, on Sunday, the Christmas Day, we ate steamboat and all. I didnt really enjoy much, cz there're many "outsider" (ahem) well yeah. And we stayed up late till 4am? Around that.
then the next day, Boxing Day, we went to the shopping mall. Luckily we hadnt open our presents. Cz that time we bought presents for our parents :P hehehe.
Actually, during the Christmas night, I went to look for my toothbrush and guess what i found? A BOX OF HIDDEN PRESENT. and i was like. sheet, not an DSLR? it was hidden in my mom's baggage. she wanted to make it a surprise. but i ALWAYS make surprises fail. WHYYY OH WHYYYY. seriously :( then during the Boxing night i had to act as if i didnt know anything. hahaha. but overall it was fun :) p/s. i used ALL my money, including those Christmas ones to pay for it. so it's not counted as a.. Christmas pressie from my family :P anyways i get to open a present that day teehee. cz im planning to get cash instead of presents from my family x)

AND THERE IT IS, A DSLR. my dream camera :')

On the third day we went shopping again :) cz my aunt and friend wanna buy LV bag -.- So yeah we followed :)
Ended up buying nth (we cousins went our own way) except for some peanuts and icecream. WE BOUGHT £15 of nuts -.- didnt know it was so expensive hahaha we were nuts :3

At night, we went home. we as in my family. my other cousins got to stay there a few days more. 'cause my aunt (not working) can fetch them back. oh how lucky. LUCKILY i have my Bottled Passion to accompany me at home :P :P :P I TELL YOU 每一集都像大结局 seriously!!! Happy ending please please please!!

Okay enough. So yeah. New Year's Eve.

OH YEAH IM GETTING MY MATHS EXAM RESULT after school reopens :OOOOOO
i actually forgot about that -.- ANYWAYS, WISH ME LUCK :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

Have a fantastic year ahead.

dear everyone, 祝身体健康。万事顺顺利利。sounds like CNY hahaha. it's okay :B

dear friends, all the best for everything. especially SPM. same to me. GCSE :)

miss you ALL so much!

HERE IT IS. MA BABY <3

havent name it x)

any idea?

ps. i actually wanted to type a short post saying:

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

but ended up writing loads ahahaha <3
oh well :B
Gonna set up my new year resolution soon!
Tata!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D

well, belated. hahaha.
im typing this on 26th December at 0219. heee :B the time when i have my own time. y'know, everyone is just busy making noise x) well that's how it should be. haha.
it's supposed to be Boxing Day, the day we're supposed to open our presents :D but.. we'll leave that till later. haha. and we're going shopping 'tmr'!! xD
big possibility im gonna buy my DSLR. but.. i've got a feeling that my mom doesnt want me to buy here. Oh have i mentioned that im in London, my aunt's place. So yeah. mom says we'll see. hmm. can't wait tho!
the sales isn't going anywhere. haha. so yeah, just stick to the price.

erm let me recall. soooo. this morning i woke up, realise that it's 11am and.. scratch that. in conclusion we reached London at 3pm :P and everyone had their lunch hahaha. NASI LEMAK :B luckily i have the chance to taste some of it. as in, not much but has a portion.

i've been spending my time watching drama -.- HAHAHA. 'cause it's late at night and i've got nothing to do. you know, i am not the one who can play around like.. a young kid? Plus there're some outsiders making me feeling quite uncomfortable. Not really.. but. Not so family-party-ish. you get me? hee.

Had steamboat for dinner :) and jelly and cheesecake as desserts. yummmm.

You know about Bottled Passion (YES THE DRAMA HAHA).. I dont wanna watch it here, in London :( cause when the kids make noise and you just get distracted or their voices overlap the voice of the characters -.- especially when IT'S NEARLY THE ENDING ALREADY AND EVERYTHING GETS INTO SUSPENSE AND CLIMAX erghhhhhhh. AND when the drama is extremely your-cup-of-tea. you just dont want any distractions! i need my own sweet time to watch it, really. I KNOW i am a drama freak hahaha. and sometimes i wonder.. maybe i have something wrong -.- seriously. you know those kinda mental problem HAHAHAHAHA. im not joking >:(

I WANNA WATCH THE DRAMA ALONEEEEEEEE.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! :D

doomed D':

this is bad, really really bad!

that pantai is gonna go to aunt's house to celebrate xmas with us T_T
hate it.

well, maybe im too sensitive but.. she really annoys me. cause she likes Justin Bieber. HAHA joking la i won't hate a girl because she likes Justin Bieber -.- but she really annoys me. grr.

lemme tell you what happened that made me hate dislike her so much.
we (my cousins J, Y, G and my sis and bro) went to her house because my aunts wanted to do so (for something la, but urgh who cares -.-)
so, she played the piano and acts as if she doesnt know how to play but she's really good at it. LIKE DAMN FAKE. Her name is Jennifer btw.

以人体的结構来说，笑只是面部表情的一种，不代表开心。 

不过笑总比不笑好。- 原佑軒

i know this is somewhat weird, but.. i really like this quote :)

ahhh, Bottled Passion is getting to its climax!! well, nearly. EXCITED :B

"A little consideration, a little thought for others, makes all the difference."- Winnie the Pooh

Bottled Passion

我的如意狼君

THIS DRAMA IS SERIOUSLY GOOD EXCELLENT FABULOUS.

not sure bout the ending tho.

i've never watched a drama so good this year :') seriously.

(Y) (Y) (Y)

but but but i know you (those who are reading) are DEFINITELY not crazy over HK dramas -.-

whatever it is, IM SO HAPPY :BBB

the plot and casts are so (Y)

haha wth la -.-

“I used to believe in forever, but forever is too good to be true.” - Winnie the Pooh

i want her hair :OOOOOOO

:B

“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would, I'd never leave.” - Winnie the Pooh

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1. Go F3
2. Number 9.


:3 COOL RIGHT!
found this on Facebook :D
and i was like, awwwwwwww.

I've got a feeling.

THAT IT'S REALLY GONNA SNOW TMR!!! REALLY! Nah let you see something.

HAHAHAHA CAN YOU SEE.

now THREE weather forecast says.

EH NO FOUR. or was it three? two of these are same so i think three.

now this is even cuter. it actually says "scattered flurries" xDDD

sigh hope it wont disappoint me :)

*finger crossed*

Persevere.

Hold on; Go on, Chai See Kee.

You know you can do it.

Smile! :)

MY MOM LETS ME BUY THE CAMERA. THIS TIME, FOR REAL! she looked at the magazine and asked me how much I've saved. and I said £280 including my soon-to-be Christmas present (money). And she's like.. Okay then I'll pay the rest. HAHAHAHAHA. Actually at first she said, why not just buy the £299 ones. (THERE'S A LAST ONE IN THE SHOP! went to see it ytd). then my sister says. Why do you want a camera without video recorder. I kinda agree tho. 'Cause when you go out for holidays, surely need to record something one (according to my bro. haha.). First time I agree with my bro x) SO. IM BUYING THE CANON EOS 1100D!! TEEHEE. Buying it on Boxing Day. 'Cause there's a massive sale on that day. For every shops. A tradition, they call it. HMM. CANT WAIT! Then I'm gonna start my 365 project <3 And take picture of everything everyone everyday! xD Psycho ¬.¬ I KNOW :B
blow meh? HEHEHE.

oh btw. i starting to cant stand the man in the house -.- HEY YO GRANDMA YOU'RE SO RIGHT. Man, men. xD
he's so stubborn and ego. *blows fringe*

Walala!

I like this song :)

It sounds cute haha.

My sis didnt like this tho.

Sucks :(

I feel like going to the toilet but most of the toilets are LOCKED. I'm not gonna go anyway even if they are not locked hahaha cz.. okay too personal not gonna say furthermore.
So. Screw the weather forecast of my phone it says it's gonna snow today! But it changed to 'sunny' this morning -.- zzz. Huge disappointment haihhhhhh. Anyways. Am typing with my phone right now I STILL have difficulties typing -.- haha. Getting better tho. Like chippymonkey says, practice makes perfect xD hmmm. WHY IS IT NOT THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOLLLLLL. *heartbroken* I need hols so desperately badly ohmypousat bell rang BREAK IS OVERRR T________T sucks. Emo. Kthxbye.

#of weather forecast.

It says:

FRIDAY; SNOW.

4 to -2 degree Celsius.

But when I checked other forecasts, they say: No Chance of Precipitation -.-

HAHAHAHA. Which means, chance for snowing = 50%

Let's see :DD

btw, I lost my gloves -.- Kena nag like mad. haha.

Perfectly Imperfect :)

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Xmas card from Wei Hwei. That's so sweet of her :)
I'm gonna say this again: I FEEL SO LOVED :')

I guess you won't know this feeling if.. you're not away. Ahh nevermind that. What I wanna say is, I feel happy :)

I've been chatting with Eileen just now. It feels good to know that your friend is doing good there :D
Sigh I miss those random moments I've had with her :) One of the closest randomest bestest friend of mine :B

Miss you CHIPPYMONKEY!

Time for an update ;)

 Saw this in my school and I went like O_________________O

 Christmas is comingggggg <3 SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT, because it's HOLIDAYSSSSS :B

and time for my DSLR to come teehee.

 Weather changed. It turned dark when it's only 3.33pm (picture above).

and IT'S FREAKING COLDDDDDD *shivers*

MAGIC TOWEL :DD

 After I peeled the "skin" off xD

Cool thing tho.

Amazed by how they compress this thingy into a heart shape.

 Update of my face :D LOOK I DIDNT CHANGE <3

just that my hair grew longerrrrrr!! :DDD

err, i didnt get fatter, did i?

HAHAHA.

bought a photo frame to put the picture that Ngai developed for me.

DON'T WORRY LI SIEN i didn't forget our school group picture heheehhe.

Just need some time to develop the picture ;)

Any idea which picture I should develop?

If you see this, tag me the picture I should develop! :) 

 YOU KNOW WHAT WHAT WHAT.

I WAS WATCHING DRAMA IN SCHOOL AHAHAHAHA.

downloaded (my sis) this in the pen drive and brought to school accidentally one day.

decided to watch since we have 1 hour lunch and there's nth to do <3

Dramas are my life man, seriously ngehehehe.

 Starbucks coffee in bottle!

The only coffee I drink. This bottle.

 These few days the windows got iced up/frozen (i've mentioned this in my previous post and YES, i still don't know what it's called hahaahaha </3) and had to scratch scratch scratch.

The ice is melting :B

with a hint of sunlight.

 Sunset; about 3.15pm.

Sunneh.

 Got this when I reached home after school!!

I WAS SHO EXCITED TEEHEEHEEHEE.

there's pictures, hair clip, necklace, Doraemon key chain and a bracelet :B

thanks so much GNgai :)

the things inside are so lovely.

appreciate them <3

love you so much!

the necklace. very very lovely.

I'm wearing it right now! x)

坚持还是放弃？

fake smile. :)

somehow, i like my hair x)

looks a bit curly heehee. *illusion*

 genuine smile. :B

didn't know my smile looks like this before.

:)

the 170th day.

Not feeling very good :O

Internet connection sucks </3 I can barely not download dramas! Ohgosh seriously :( Was downloading an episode of the drama and left 25 mb more.. then  it goes "INTERRUPTED" because the internet dc-ed.
I bet I can hardly publish this post after i finished typing -.- *fingers crossed*

BTW BTW I SAW TWO HOT ANGMOS JUST NOW AHAHAHAHA they came to buy sth from my dad's takeaway shop and COINCIDENTALLY i was helping out downstairs <3 jelly? hahaha :P now i know, 好心有好报 :B teehee. ngehehehehe. HOWEVER, this stupid internet connection brought me down T_T it keeps on dc-ing resulting i can't download things and had to carry on with my homework (which my internet is "capable" of bcz it onky needs to load WORDS). you get me? SIGH.

Idk why i always feel like it's Sunday when it's Saturday ._. good thing tho :) 'cause when you feel like Sunday, there's actually another day off for you the next day (which is the real Sunday) ahahaha. I don't know what I'm saying -.-

Christmas is coming! It feels different this year. Somehow. Maybe it's because I'm gonna stay here forever, and celebrating it like a normal holidays unlike how I used to celebrate Christmas as a year-end holiday when I first visit UK in the past years. Hmm, hope it'll snow! :) Last Thursday, my parents' car got "frozen" or iced-up (whatever you call it) and my mom and I (my bro and sis sat in the car, as usual >.>) had to use cards to scratch away the ice. When we scratched, the ice went like.. you know ais kacang the ice. AHHH idk how to say but i just wanna tell you that it looked like ice kacang ._. Frost or something like that xD And I tell you.. IM SO EXCITING FOR SNOW! anyways i roughly know how the snow look like x) i didnt mean being so sakai-ish but you know, it's gonna be one of the first-time-in-my-life-s. So yeah. I bet you're excited in your first time in your life too, aint you? The first time you went to school, first time you have your best friend, first time you have a bday party, first time you fight with your best friends and all.

And for me, I've had the first time of migrating. That sounds ridiculous, i know x) Who knows i'm gonna have the second ones (BACK TO MSIA XD) hahaha. oh and first time i received awesome letters from my friends :D the first time i sent out postcards (some got delayed because i didnt post enough stamps[money] :x heehee) and letters. first time i missed my friends and family so so so so much,

不知不觉我已经来了六个月半年。

that's really a blink of eye. I still clearly remember the last time I hugged my friends and family. the last time i.. *think* HAD MCD. AHAHAHAHAH (Y) the last time i went to tuition. the last time i sat in my mom's GEN2 :DD the last time i went to pasar (._. not really.. but yeah ahhahaha)

err, i actually wanted to post a short post -.- but ended up being long-winded teehee.

tummy not feeling good :( grr i hate my tummy it's always being naughty. SIGH.

ps. LS says we're gonna webcam just now but she didnt appear ._. are you alright?
pps. am using the new blogger layout for posting. looking good :D
ppps. i always thought that it's psss, not ppps (p.s.) -.-
pppps. i know it's four days late but..

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO PLEASE LOVE ME TOO :B <3

i'm so sleepyyyy :( but im didnt yawn at all .___. goodnight.

freaking can't stand my idiotic bro. go get a life man. gosh. why did u appear in this world. my world is hell lot more miserable than it already is.

我站在窗前望出去，
看见在很遥远的地方有很耀眼的灯光。
就像在look out point那里一样。
虽然不比从look out point望出去的景那么漂亮，
我会不知不觉地想起我还在马来西亚的日子。
也许马来西亚不是一个很棒的地方，
但是不管你在哪里，
如果有亲戚朋友在你身边，
所有的东西都会很自然地变得很美好，不是吗？

我真的真的很怀念我在马来西亚的日子。
虽然那里真的是很热，
热到甚至当你坐着都会流汗。
不过有时候认真地想一想，
有人陪你一起流汗总好过比你一个人在学校冷到发抖。

我真的很迫不及待要回去！
很想一见到你们就跑去紧紧的拥抱你们，
然后说，我很很很很想念你们！走，我们去吃好的！(McD, mamak stalls and restaurants!!)

我想我在那天会睡不着，
不，是整个星期都睡不着。

亲戚朋友们，你好吗？

我在这里想跟你们说。。
我爱你 :)

wheeeeeeee :DD

you know what, yesterday i checked online to see whether there's still any stock for Canon eos 1000d. AND THERE'S NO STOCKKKK. like seriously. not in the area where i live. and i was totally emo and thought, omg that's the only DSLR with budget lower than £300 :( but i thought, haih nvm, wait and see how lo.

then today, i told my mom (i've alredy told her that im aiming for this 1000d since i'm saving money) about the no-stock and you know what my mom said?
She said: Aiya no more stock mai find other camera la. Since you've already saved so much money. (actually not very much ahahah x)

AND I WAS LIKE o_____o :BBBBBBBB SHE LETS ME BUY THE CAMERA!!

i asked whether should i buy before or after christmas? she said before or after also doesn't matter. and i went O_______________O HEEHEEHEEHEE. you know, christmas is just a few weeks away! means im gonna grab a DSLR in no time!! i have the best mummy on earth awwwwww. <3

but i've decided to buy AFTER christmas instead 'cause i needa get money (won't be huge amounts) from my aunties as christmas present (sacrifices </3) then only i can buy :DD

im aiming for 1100d since there's no more stock for 1000d. so yeah, WAIT FOR ME BABEH!! <3

THIS IS IT BABEH!

HERE I COME!

perfectly imperfect.

for me, it's NEXT FEW YEARS instead.

My Friday sucks and I have nth to say.

"don't fake fake la." is the phrase that i hate most. never relate me to this phrase in any way. i find it very offensive. thank you very much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

you're the best woman in the world! thanks for giving birth to me despite all the pain and sacrifices. thanks for bringing me up and taking care of me :) thanks for always giving me what i want and you are a great mom!
so sorry for always making you angry. well, not me, but my siblings :P

love you so so so so so so so so much! <3

xoxo,

See Kee

:D

It's only 9.30pm

I'm already feeling sleepy </3 no it's actually 8 o'clock when i started feeling sleepy -____-

hmmm feeling really unproductive nowadays *yawns* life here is really boring. ughh.

therefore to entertain myself (besides watching dramas), i've started working out :D followed this PsycheTruth Channel from Youtube. here is one of the videos i've followed.

i needa get healthier :P haha. grrr my fats are overwhelming me haha. if i dont start working out (even just 5 mins) i'm gonna turn into a giant by the time i go back to Malaysia, which is a BIG no-no for me. cannot cannot cannot. heh. so yeah, time for some exercise; time to release STRESS and TENSION. time to be productive :) i actually wanted to jog around my house area, since the safety here is better than in Malaysia (somehow). but it's winter in a few days' time and it's ONLY 5pm and it looks like 10pm. sucksss.

oh btw, I HURT MY FINGER :((((((

<//////3 there, the door la! haih. it wasn't a typical door you know. the knob is cylinder-shaped. ahhh anyways i turned the knob and it "clipped" on my hand and.. T___T the teacher was behind me so i pretended that nothing happened hahaha y'know that "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED" face.

the man's face!!! hahahah not that dramatic laaaa. argh idk what i'm saying here, guess i'm too sleepy my eyes are gonna become like this -> -_____________________-

HOWEVER, i just can't resist blogging cause i think there's a need for me to crap something before i continue my day tmr. heehee. plus my sister is BUSY skyping with her bf (WHY DO THEY NEEDA TALK 24 HOUR ZZZ; it's only SIX  A.M. there!) so yeah. it's not the time for me to sleep -.- SAD RIGHT I KNOW.

it's last day of school tmr! ngehehehehe. awesomeeeee. gonna go out to buy something :)) for the Business project (selling things). teacher changed her mind to make it in school, not outside :( haih it's better somehow. cause we don't have to stay up late (5.30pm - 7pm). we're doing it during lunch time :) sacrifices my stomach awwwww.

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Wanted to upload some pictures but phone is not with me :P

Hmm, yesterday during film studies my teacher let us watch Cloverfield. It's quite nice actually. An interesting movie. QuiteVery (in fact) disgusting in a few scenes. Oh well that's western movies x) It's a disaster movie, but im not gonna tell you what it's about. Not a typical type of disaster movie *hints* Try checking it out ;) Anyways, after I watched that film i had a nightmare yesterday night -.- SO ANNOYING >:( pfft. when can i have a sweet dream?! sigh.

can't wait for holidays! Christmas ngehehehe. *sings* Santa Claus is cominggggg to townnn.

偶尔大哭一场，感觉舒服多了。

new header :B

how is it? x) shouldn't put blue colour as the background tho. ahh never mind that.

i am actually finding those rainbows ones. but can't seem to find any :/ there are some but didnt really like it :P so yeah. made my own one instead. working out for a new ones.

i planned to put those pictures which i took with my friends. there are loads but i just realise that i didnt have some "nice" pictures with my childhood friend and my technically soul mate :/ -youknowwhoyouare- ;) haha.

lesson learnt: always take pictures with your close friends or families wherever you go <3

and a camera is needed. -wink- hehehehee.

forensicheroesthree#

Angel died :( poor Ken </3
saaaaaaaaaaad.
she actually doesn't need to die tho. stupid scriptwriter -.- as in, no point for her dying. haih. damn gek sam :(( anyways..

it's Sunday already :(

i'm feeling so sleepy oh gosh stupid flu medicine -____- it says "non-drowsy" but actually whenever the medicine says non-drowsy i'm definitely gonna feel the opposite way. which means i'm gonna become sleepy -.-

anyways, FORENSIC HEROES III it out today! downloaded but havent watched x) there, my brother wants me to wait for him while he bathes -.- annoying ish.

i'm eating sesame prawn toast now :B heehee homemade :) it's actually for my dad's takeaway shop but since i helped them it's okay for me to have one :PP never mind that haha.

btw i finished watching Aqua Heroes already :( it's quite a nice drama actually, although some of them cant act :P but it's okay 'cause it's the actors' first attempt in the dramas. nice to see them improve in the dramas recently! especially Edwin Siew :PPPPP ngehehehe. and Ron Ng and Moses Chan appeared in Aqua Heroes xDDDD damn funny mygod. Moses portrayed as a Japanese singer ahaha.

it's Monday tmr T_T a  new week ohgosh torturing </3

gtg watch Forensic Heroes (my bro has done bathing :P) BYEE!

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watched finished To Catch the Uncatchable already :( Damn sad haih. I dont like it when I finished watching a drama, especially when it's a nice drama. Gonna proceed to watching next drama tho :B Aqua Heroes :) Not that nice, but okay, not bad. Keep on fast-forwarding in some parts :x heehee.

Hmm. i've counted. it's a MONTH away to Christmas. oh gosh this is bad :(  me no likey school!

everyday i'm shufflingsuffering. funneh?

oh btw, ytd was Blue Friday :) We gathered some pennies as donation for the bullied victims.

 there were pounds and pennies :) We're supposed to make lines with the coins and compete with other classes and see whose lines is the longest! ours is 650+cm. lost tho. Saw a class's line which is 700+cm long :O

Blue Friday!

justtoosweet#

Just now I saw a notification saying my dearest darling LS tagged a photo of me. And here it is.

When i first saw this i was like o.- how come this looks so so so familiar? i actually thought that this was the picture we took when we were still in form 3.

and then she posted another picture at my wall.

happy birthday :)

birthday card for my daughter Miss Saw Li Ming :)

posted a week ago. WAIT FOR IT!

it's with the postman <3

heehee.

#spill them all out.

i didn't think of blogging today until I saw my friend's post (in our joint blog) saying why Michelle and I didnt post something. I actually wanted to write a short post but ended up writing loads(quite). The post is something I wanted to write in my own(this blog) and since i've written there, i don't feel like typing all over again. so here it is. something i feel like spilling out since i-dont-rmb-when. I'm gonna go crazy if i don't do so, believe me. it might be no big deal for you. but try to be in my shoes and you'll understand.

ps. oh btw i accidentally deleted all my messages in the chatbox damn gek sam haih </3

i look sick and i know it.

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mood wasn't really good today, no idea why.

but. i received a letter from my dearest grandma MichelleW. Heh. not THAT grandma x)
happy :)

replied her, gonna send it out on Monday.

done my homework today :)

got a feeling im gonna get sick. maybe it's because of the weather.

feeling sleepy. i'm not happy good sleeps these few days, nearly a week. maybe this is why i'm not having good mood.

it's nearly the time of the month, which is BAD. emo.

ps. I forgot about the 11.11pm and when i looked at the clock it's already 11.16pm. GEK SAM </3 and my wished are 5 minutes late, oh dear.

it's getting hotter these few days. gonna turn cold next week, i suppose.


last but not least,
the picture of the day:

HAPPY SURPRISE PARTY :)
saw saw, hope you've had a nice sweet birthday celebration.
sorry i couldn't join you. Godknowswhy.
anyways, awaktahusayasayangkamu.

you're an awesome daughter. hee.
love you lots!

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She is so so so so so cute, isn't she xD

It's Friday, again. Hmm. 111111. Lucky day, eh? I MISSED 11.11am, same as last year -.- I was like O.O I MISSED IT. hahaha. gotta wait till 11.11pm then xD

So. I'd nearly forgotten that today is Friday, really. Tho the fact that i keep on reminding myself that IT'S FRIDAY IT'S FRIDAY!! sometimes the more you remind yourself, the more you'll forget. Well, that's my theory, somehow. hahaha. Oh. btw my CUTE COUSIN IS COMING EITHER THIS TUESDAY OR NEXT TUESDAY! ;) can't wait teehee. And my elder cousin (a TVB addict like me! <3) as well as my aunt. One thing that's sad; my another cute cousin brother ain's coming :O cause of school. SAAD.

Went to the dentist on Tuesday and she asked me whether I wanna apply for braces ._. I said I do. well I wanna have nice teeth when I go back to Malaysia :D The dentist said she'll send letter to apply for me but I won't get that in a year's time 'cause there's lotsa lotsa lotsa people still applying for braces. OH fyi, braces are free for people under the age of 18. So yeah, that's why. She said if I wanna have braces, I needa brush brush brush my teeth properly so that I can pass the "assessment" given by the dentist to check whether I'm qualified for free braces. 'Cause there's no point offering free braces for those who don't take care of their teeth properly (i'm one of them actually AHAHA). I CHANGED. since the day the dentist told me about it. HEE ;) but but. I scared I won't have a natural smile after I have braces ._. you know, like this:

:S I don't like this :( ahh think about that later -.-

I'm getting so bored nowadays. sigh. Idk why. I don't like school. I don't like the people there. I think the only time I like is when we do our homework QUIETLY and INDIVIDUALLY. Not exactly don't like la, but.. don't like -.- hahaha. aiyah whatever la.

HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA? I MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH OKAY. indescribable feelings T_T

Gonna show you something!

Story: A beautiful today.

Came across my daughter's (LMing) blog and saw this story.

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet.  He held up a sign which said:

"I am blind, please help."

There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and
dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the  sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up.  A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. 

That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning?  What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: 

"Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." 

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? 

Moral of the Story: 

Be thankful for what you have. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.  Prepare for the future without fear.  Keep the faith and drop the fear. 

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling, 

And even more beautiful, is knowing that you are the reason 

behind it! :)

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somehow i feel very lost today.

maybe 'cause it's Sunday already.
plus I still haven't done my film studies homework (just another two paragraphs)
plus my brother is playing his xbox and there's sentimental music in the background -.-

geez. bye.

i know it's a bit random but..

I FINISHED WATCHING A BRIDE FOR A RIDE :((((( it was hilarious! sometimes. Always. haha.

SO SAD SO SAD SO SAD. I didn't like it when I finish watching any dramas. Well especially those funny and stupid ones. That's me ahaha. Gonna find new target anyways >:)))) HEH.

There's always fireworks everywhere these few days. I was like, what's going on -.o Christmas is still a long way.. err a month and few weeks' time. Don't need fireworks for now right?
Ahh whatever. Don't feeling typing much.

Sekian,

seekee :)

It's FRY DAY :D

finally. pheww.

today i did my film studies assessment :) i mean, still half-way thru x) we're supposed to do a 750 words essay. i'm at 497 :DD
teacher was talking to me after she talked to THAT ashley(-.-) and she went "what about you, Ash?.. leigh..?" hahaha. And then later on she called me Ash. WHAT TO DO THERE'S TWO ASHLEY/IGH IN THE SAME CLASS GRRR. So yeah. Actually, I kinda like ppl calling me Ash 8D (Pokemon; Gotta catch em all! AHAHAHAHA) rather than Kee. Sounds quite weird ._.

MY MIND IS GETTING STUCK AHHH. I think I'm having problem constructing sentences at the moment. I STRUGGLED IN THE PREVIOUS PARAGRAPH </3 ahahaha. seriously T_T

NOSTALGIC :')

awwww Pokemon so awesome I feel like watching it again x)

off to watch drama(HAHA),

ASH.

031111

WOOTS! G'day ppl!

Nothing bad really happened today, which is a good sign :)

The first week of school after the first half term is almost over! How come I feel that time passes quite fast everyday :) That's good too.

i came across this picture uploaded on facebook.
LOOK I (right) WAS SO CUTE BACK THEN AHAHAHAHA. well now also la :P xDDDD

Well. oh lemme tell you about Public Services lesson today. Teacher changed his mind(not letting us teach a class) to throwing us in to Year9's class and help them out with their work. I was in pair with Asrai. I think she's the only girl(including me of course -.-) who is serious in studies. Seriously I don't understand why on earth do you wanna come to school and talk and shout and laugh and chat when teacher is teaching? Just pack your bag and get home. Wanna talk? nevermind. YOU DONT HAVE TO SHOUT AS IF YOU WANT THE WHOLE CLASS TO HEAR WHAT YOU'RE TALKING. damn annoying. talk about finger paints, hair style somemore. TOOK MY PEN AND LEAVE THE CLASSROOM(got kicked out by teacher).. well that was last month actually but ANYWAYS. topic drifted too far.

Asrai and I were to help Ms Kitson(she's so nice :D) to decorate the classroom for dunno what flexible learning about countries all over the world. my bro's got Mexico WHOO! but i wasnt in his class. Ms Kitson's class is to do about Russia. Reminds me of my school's I.U A Bot Russia *applause* hehehe.
We helped the teacher to print stuffs and walked all over the school(not really but quite far) just to get a colour printer @.@ there's one thing we had to print called Faberge eggs. I accidentally pronounced it as "fay-ber-j" and the teacher in the printing room corrected me. GOSH so embarassing -.-
ah what ever it is, it was REALLY BEAUTIFUL. go check it out. heh.
and we helped out in stitching the doll idk what it's called. those fabric doll. we thought it was easy but it took us almost AN HOUR just to do one. and bell rang. it was quite fun actually :)
but when MY CLASS's teacher came in and ask us to spell our names, and it was my turn, he doesnt know how to spell AshlEIGH. and i said it wasnt "ley" it's "igh". and he gave me the "what" look. And he spelt it wrongly, AGAIN. and i said there's an "E". not Ashligh. -.- I think he got pissed off and asked me to sort it out myself. OI. HOW I KNOW YOU DUNNO HOW TO SPELL MY NAME JEK. ish. so annoying >:(

btw. there's this BLUE FRIDAY on i-forgot-is-it-next-or-next-next FRIDAY! and we're required to set up a stall to raise fund :D oh forgot it tell you what it is for. It's for Anti-Bully week :D :D And we've had to wear all BLUE (for all post 16 students). HOW FUNNNN! my cousin says there's always events like this in UK. hmm. hope for more to come! oh well i don't have any blur shirts at home :/ need to get one -wink- hehehehe. I've only got a blur shirt, which might not be suitable cz it'll be colder since it's mid-Nov by right. I'll see how ;)

I think i've mentioned that my Business class is doing a project to sell things on the 24th. It's so soon! and we've yet to complete our banner :S need to hurry hurry hurry up x)

It's Friday tmr!! LALALALALALA. Lovin it. Gonna have spaghetti tonight wheee! Idk why i just loveeeeee spaghetti! hehehe. And maggi mee ._. not really. just that it rhymes. hahaha gish so random x)
I type and type and type; It's SO LONG ALREADY! i mean the post xD craps, I know. teehee.

Am watching A Bride for A Ride currently. There's not many interesting drama recently :/ just had to dig back old dramas for some laughter. hehe. When Heaven Burns is coming out! Not that I'm feeling excited but, at least a new drama :D hope it'll be awesome :3

ps. because of the picture below (i couldn't coordinate it properly grr) IM LATE TO BATH and now my sister went first. GRRR.

till then,

BYE!

A picture tells a thousand words.

As the title says, I'm just gonna post pictures in this post (with a lil' caption of course) 'cause I just notice that it's been a while since i've posted lotsa pictures ;) need some colours hehehe.

so here it goes.

#first camwhore pic with my new phone.

somehow i don't look like myself. hahaha i think i looked like my friend -.o

 HAVE YOU SEEN MY HAIR SO LONG? <3

 told you i need a camera. desperately. haha.

aww ladybugs.

 film studies homework!

you won't know how proud i am when i've done drawing :B
TEEHEE.

 the night when my friends in msia said they saw a moon with a big circumference around it.

do you see anything? -.o

I use Macbook for film studies 8D but i think i'm too stupid cz i was having hard time in using it for the first time.

and.. THERE'S MORE TO COME :PP cause...

It's MACBOOK time!!

Music Tech + Film studies room. awesome eh ;)

there're many more in there!

ps. no i don't own that pink file ahahha.

 a manual robot which dances to the music :)

saw that in Bullring shopping centre :B

i nearly forgot the feeling of having long long(havent accomplished) hair :') 

 failure in choosing the right colour </3

AGAIN. <//3

result: can't really see the colour except if there's sunlight.

BUT. WINTER'S COMING LA DEI WHERE CAN U FIND SUNLIGHT. !@#$

 my cute lil' cousin :D very emotional haha xD

awwww she's so adorable, isn't she <3

do i look like a monk? 8D hahahha

found this in Uniqlo SUPER EXPENSIVE can die.

have no idea how to wear it(no, not just tuck it onto your head it looks extremely weird) i guess my head is too big ahahaha 

 beautiful sky :D

x-men ._. haha.

my coussies!!! the siblings are just so cute ohgosh xD

they're so sweet awwww.

Last but not least,