wheeeeeeee :DD

you know what, yesterday i checked online to see whether there's still any stock for Canon eos 1000d. AND THERE'S NO STOCKKKK. like seriously. not in the area where i live. and i was totally emo and thought, omg that's the only DSLR with budget lower than £300 :( but i thought, haih nvm, wait and see how lo.

then today, i told my mom (i've alredy told her that im aiming for this 1000d since i'm saving money) about the no-stock and you know what my mom said?
She said: Aiya no more stock mai find other camera la. Since you've already saved so much money. (actually not very much ahahah x)

AND I WAS LIKE o_____o :BBBBBBBB SHE LETS ME BUY THE CAMERA!!

i asked whether should i buy before or after christmas? she said before or after also doesn't matter. and i went O_______________O HEEHEEHEEHEE. you know, christmas is just a few weeks away! means im gonna grab a DSLR in no time!! i have the best mummy on earth awwwwww. <3

but i've decided to buy AFTER christmas instead 'cause i needa get money (won't be huge amounts) from my aunties as christmas present (sacrifices </3) then only i can buy :DD

im aiming for 1100d since there's no more stock for 1000d. so yeah, WAIT FOR ME BABEH!! <3

THIS IS IT BABEH!

HERE I COME!

perfectly imperfect.

for me, it's NEXT FEW YEARS instead.

My Friday sucks and I have nth to say.

"don't fake fake la." is the phrase that i hate most. never relate me to this phrase in any way. i find it very offensive. thank you very much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

you're the best woman in the world! thanks for giving birth to me despite all the pain and sacrifices. thanks for bringing me up and taking care of me :) thanks for always giving me what i want and you are a great mom!
so sorry for always making you angry. well, not me, but my siblings :P

love you so so so so so so so so much! <3

xoxo,

See Kee

:D

It's only 9.30pm

I'm already feeling sleepy </3 no it's actually 8 o'clock when i started feeling sleepy -____-

hmmm feeling really unproductive nowadays *yawns* life here is really boring. ughh.

therefore to entertain myself (besides watching dramas), i've started working out :D followed this PsycheTruth Channel from Youtube. here is one of the videos i've followed.

i needa get healthier :P haha. grrr my fats are overwhelming me haha. if i dont start working out (even just 5 mins) i'm gonna turn into a giant by the time i go back to Malaysia, which is a BIG no-no for me. cannot cannot cannot. heh. so yeah, time for some exercise; time to release STRESS and TENSION. time to be productive :) i actually wanted to jog around my house area, since the safety here is better than in Malaysia (somehow). but it's winter in a few days' time and it's ONLY 5pm and it looks like 10pm. sucksss.

oh btw, I HURT MY FINGER :((((((

<//////3 there, the door la! haih. it wasn't a typical door you know. the knob is cylinder-shaped. ahhh anyways i turned the knob and it "clipped" on my hand and.. T___T the teacher was behind me so i pretended that nothing happened hahaha y'know that "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED" face.

the man's face!!! hahahah not that dramatic laaaa. argh idk what i'm saying here, guess i'm too sleepy my eyes are gonna become like this -> -_____________________-

HOWEVER, i just can't resist blogging cause i think there's a need for me to crap something before i continue my day tmr. heehee. plus my sister is BUSY skyping with her bf (WHY DO THEY NEEDA TALK 24 HOUR ZZZ; it's only SIX  A.M. there!) so yeah. it's not the time for me to sleep -.- SAD RIGHT I KNOW.

it's last day of school tmr! ngehehehehe. awesomeeeee. gonna go out to buy something :)) for the Business project (selling things). teacher changed her mind to make it in school, not outside :( haih it's better somehow. cause we don't have to stay up late (5.30pm - 7pm). we're doing it during lunch time :) sacrifices my stomach awwwww.

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Wanted to upload some pictures but phone is not with me :P

Hmm, yesterday during film studies my teacher let us watch Cloverfield. It's quite nice actually. An interesting movie. QuiteVery (in fact) disgusting in a few scenes. Oh well that's western movies x) It's a disaster movie, but im not gonna tell you what it's about. Not a typical type of disaster movie *hints* Try checking it out ;) Anyways, after I watched that film i had a nightmare yesterday night -.- SO ANNOYING >:( pfft. when can i have a sweet dream?! sigh.

can't wait for holidays! Christmas ngehehehe. *sings* Santa Claus is cominggggg to townnn.

偶尔大哭一场，感觉舒服多了。

new header :B

how is it? x) shouldn't put blue colour as the background tho. ahh never mind that.

i am actually finding those rainbows ones. but can't seem to find any :/ there are some but didnt really like it :P so yeah. made my own one instead. working out for a new ones.

i planned to put those pictures which i took with my friends. there are loads but i just realise that i didnt have some "nice" pictures with my childhood friend and my technically soul mate :/ -youknowwhoyouare- ;) haha.

lesson learnt: always take pictures with your close friends or families wherever you go <3

and a camera is needed. -wink- hehehehee.

forensicheroesthree#

Angel died :( poor Ken </3
saaaaaaaaaaad.
she actually doesn't need to die tho. stupid scriptwriter -.- as in, no point for her dying. haih. damn gek sam :(( anyways..

it's Sunday already :(

i'm feeling so sleepy oh gosh stupid flu medicine -____- it says "non-drowsy" but actually whenever the medicine says non-drowsy i'm definitely gonna feel the opposite way. which means i'm gonna become sleepy -.-

anyways, FORENSIC HEROES III it out today! downloaded but havent watched x) there, my brother wants me to wait for him while he bathes -.- annoying ish.

i'm eating sesame prawn toast now :B heehee homemade :) it's actually for my dad's takeaway shop but since i helped them it's okay for me to have one :PP never mind that haha.

btw i finished watching Aqua Heroes already :( it's quite a nice drama actually, although some of them cant act :P but it's okay 'cause it's the actors' first attempt in the dramas. nice to see them improve in the dramas recently! especially Edwin Siew :PPPPP ngehehehe. and Ron Ng and Moses Chan appeared in Aqua Heroes xDDDD damn funny mygod. Moses portrayed as a Japanese singer ahaha.

it's Monday tmr T_T a  new week ohgosh torturing </3

gtg watch Forensic Heroes (my bro has done bathing :P) BYEE!

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watched finished To Catch the Uncatchable already :( Damn sad haih. I dont like it when I finished watching a drama, especially when it's a nice drama. Gonna proceed to watching next drama tho :B Aqua Heroes :) Not that nice, but okay, not bad. Keep on fast-forwarding in some parts :x heehee.

Hmm. i've counted. it's a MONTH away to Christmas. oh gosh this is bad :(  me no likey school!

everyday i'm shufflingsuffering. funneh?

oh btw, ytd was Blue Friday :) We gathered some pennies as donation for the bullied victims.

 there were pounds and pennies :) We're supposed to make lines with the coins and compete with other classes and see whose lines is the longest! ours is 650+cm. lost tho. Saw a class's line which is 700+cm long :O

Blue Friday!

justtoosweet#

Just now I saw a notification saying my dearest darling LS tagged a photo of me. And here it is.

When i first saw this i was like o.- how come this looks so so so familiar? i actually thought that this was the picture we took when we were still in form 3.

and then she posted another picture at my wall.

happy birthday :)

birthday card for my daughter Miss Saw Li Ming :)

posted a week ago. WAIT FOR IT!

it's with the postman <3

heehee.

#spill them all out.

i didn't think of blogging today until I saw my friend's post (in our joint blog) saying why Michelle and I didnt post something. I actually wanted to write a short post but ended up writing loads(quite). The post is something I wanted to write in my own(this blog) and since i've written there, i don't feel like typing all over again. so here it is. something i feel like spilling out since i-dont-rmb-when. I'm gonna go crazy if i don't do so, believe me. it might be no big deal for you. but try to be in my shoes and you'll understand.

ps. oh btw i accidentally deleted all my messages in the chatbox damn gek sam haih </3

i look sick and i know it.

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mood wasn't really good today, no idea why.

but. i received a letter from my dearest grandma MichelleW. Heh. not THAT grandma x)
happy :)

replied her, gonna send it out on Monday.

done my homework today :)

got a feeling im gonna get sick. maybe it's because of the weather.

feeling sleepy. i'm not happy good sleeps these few days, nearly a week. maybe this is why i'm not having good mood.

it's nearly the time of the month, which is BAD. emo.

ps. I forgot about the 11.11pm and when i looked at the clock it's already 11.16pm. GEK SAM </3 and my wished are 5 minutes late, oh dear.

it's getting hotter these few days. gonna turn cold next week, i suppose.


last but not least,
the picture of the day:

HAPPY SURPRISE PARTY :)
saw saw, hope you've had a nice sweet birthday celebration.
sorry i couldn't join you. Godknowswhy.
anyways, awaktahusayasayangkamu.

you're an awesome daughter. hee.
love you lots!

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She is so so so so so cute, isn't she xD

It's Friday, again. Hmm. 111111. Lucky day, eh? I MISSED 11.11am, same as last year -.- I was like O.O I MISSED IT. hahaha. gotta wait till 11.11pm then xD

So. I'd nearly forgotten that today is Friday, really. Tho the fact that i keep on reminding myself that IT'S FRIDAY IT'S FRIDAY!! sometimes the more you remind yourself, the more you'll forget. Well, that's my theory, somehow. hahaha. Oh. btw my CUTE COUSIN IS COMING EITHER THIS TUESDAY OR NEXT TUESDAY! ;) can't wait teehee. And my elder cousin (a TVB addict like me! <3) as well as my aunt. One thing that's sad; my another cute cousin brother ain's coming :O cause of school. SAAD.

Went to the dentist on Tuesday and she asked me whether I wanna apply for braces ._. I said I do. well I wanna have nice teeth when I go back to Malaysia :D The dentist said she'll send letter to apply for me but I won't get that in a year's time 'cause there's lotsa lotsa lotsa people still applying for braces. OH fyi, braces are free for people under the age of 18. So yeah, that's why. She said if I wanna have braces, I needa brush brush brush my teeth properly so that I can pass the "assessment" given by the dentist to check whether I'm qualified for free braces. 'Cause there's no point offering free braces for those who don't take care of their teeth properly (i'm one of them actually AHAHA). I CHANGED. since the day the dentist told me about it. HEE ;) but but. I scared I won't have a natural smile after I have braces ._. you know, like this:

:S I don't like this :( ahh think about that later -.-

I'm getting so bored nowadays. sigh. Idk why. I don't like school. I don't like the people there. I think the only time I like is when we do our homework QUIETLY and INDIVIDUALLY. Not exactly don't like la, but.. don't like -.- hahaha. aiyah whatever la.

HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA? I MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH OKAY. indescribable feelings T_T

Gonna show you something!

Story: A beautiful today.

Came across my daughter's (LMing) blog and saw this story.

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet.  He held up a sign which said:

"I am blind, please help."

There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and
dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the  sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up.  A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. 

That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning?  What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: 

"Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." 

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? 

Moral of the Story: 

Be thankful for what you have. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.  Prepare for the future without fear.  Keep the faith and drop the fear. 

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling, 

And even more beautiful, is knowing that you are the reason 

behind it! :)

回忆.

somehow i feel very lost today.

maybe 'cause it's Sunday already.
plus I still haven't done my film studies homework (just another two paragraphs)
plus my brother is playing his xbox and there's sentimental music in the background -.-

geez. bye.

i know it's a bit random but..

I FINISHED WATCHING A BRIDE FOR A RIDE :((((( it was hilarious! sometimes. Always. haha.

SO SAD SO SAD SO SAD. I didn't like it when I finish watching any dramas. Well especially those funny and stupid ones. That's me ahaha. Gonna find new target anyways >:)))) HEH.

There's always fireworks everywhere these few days. I was like, what's going on -.o Christmas is still a long way.. err a month and few weeks' time. Don't need fireworks for now right?
Ahh whatever. Don't feeling typing much.

Sekian,

seekee :)

It's FRY DAY :D

finally. pheww.

today i did my film studies assessment :) i mean, still half-way thru x) we're supposed to do a 750 words essay. i'm at 497 :DD
teacher was talking to me after she talked to THAT ashley(-.-) and she went "what about you, Ash?.. leigh..?" hahaha. And then later on she called me Ash. WHAT TO DO THERE'S TWO ASHLEY/IGH IN THE SAME CLASS GRRR. So yeah. Actually, I kinda like ppl calling me Ash 8D (Pokemon; Gotta catch em all! AHAHAHAHA) rather than Kee. Sounds quite weird ._.

MY MIND IS GETTING STUCK AHHH. I think I'm having problem constructing sentences at the moment. I STRUGGLED IN THE PREVIOUS PARAGRAPH </3 ahahaha. seriously T_T

NOSTALGIC :')

awwww Pokemon so awesome I feel like watching it again x)

off to watch drama(HAHA),

ASH.

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WOOTS! G'day ppl!

Nothing bad really happened today, which is a good sign :)

The first week of school after the first half term is almost over! How come I feel that time passes quite fast everyday :) That's good too.

i came across this picture uploaded on facebook.
LOOK I (right) WAS SO CUTE BACK THEN AHAHAHAHA. well now also la :P xDDDD

Well. oh lemme tell you about Public Services lesson today. Teacher changed his mind(not letting us teach a class) to throwing us in to Year9's class and help them out with their work. I was in pair with Asrai. I think she's the only girl(including me of course -.-) who is serious in studies. Seriously I don't understand why on earth do you wanna come to school and talk and shout and laugh and chat when teacher is teaching? Just pack your bag and get home. Wanna talk? nevermind. YOU DONT HAVE TO SHOUT AS IF YOU WANT THE WHOLE CLASS TO HEAR WHAT YOU'RE TALKING. damn annoying. talk about finger paints, hair style somemore. TOOK MY PEN AND LEAVE THE CLASSROOM(got kicked out by teacher).. well that was last month actually but ANYWAYS. topic drifted too far.

Asrai and I were to help Ms Kitson(she's so nice :D) to decorate the classroom for dunno what flexible learning about countries all over the world. my bro's got Mexico WHOO! but i wasnt in his class. Ms Kitson's class is to do about Russia. Reminds me of my school's I.U A Bot Russia *applause* hehehe.
We helped the teacher to print stuffs and walked all over the school(not really but quite far) just to get a colour printer @.@ there's one thing we had to print called Faberge eggs. I accidentally pronounced it as "fay-ber-j" and the teacher in the printing room corrected me. GOSH so embarassing -.-
ah what ever it is, it was REALLY BEAUTIFUL. go check it out. heh.
and we helped out in stitching the doll idk what it's called. those fabric doll. we thought it was easy but it took us almost AN HOUR just to do one. and bell rang. it was quite fun actually :)
but when MY CLASS's teacher came in and ask us to spell our names, and it was my turn, he doesnt know how to spell AshlEIGH. and i said it wasnt "ley" it's "igh". and he gave me the "what" look. And he spelt it wrongly, AGAIN. and i said there's an "E". not Ashligh. -.- I think he got pissed off and asked me to sort it out myself. OI. HOW I KNOW YOU DUNNO HOW TO SPELL MY NAME JEK. ish. so annoying >:(

btw. there's this BLUE FRIDAY on i-forgot-is-it-next-or-next-next FRIDAY! and we're required to set up a stall to raise fund :D oh forgot it tell you what it is for. It's for Anti-Bully week :D :D And we've had to wear all BLUE (for all post 16 students). HOW FUNNNN! my cousin says there's always events like this in UK. hmm. hope for more to come! oh well i don't have any blur shirts at home :/ need to get one -wink- hehehehe. I've only got a blur shirt, which might not be suitable cz it'll be colder since it's mid-Nov by right. I'll see how ;)

I think i've mentioned that my Business class is doing a project to sell things on the 24th. It's so soon! and we've yet to complete our banner :S need to hurry hurry hurry up x)

It's Friday tmr!! LALALALALALA. Lovin it. Gonna have spaghetti tonight wheee! Idk why i just loveeeeee spaghetti! hehehe. And maggi mee ._. not really. just that it rhymes. hahaha gish so random x)
I type and type and type; It's SO LONG ALREADY! i mean the post xD craps, I know. teehee.

Am watching A Bride for A Ride currently. There's not many interesting drama recently :/ just had to dig back old dramas for some laughter. hehe. When Heaven Burns is coming out! Not that I'm feeling excited but, at least a new drama :D hope it'll be awesome :3

ps. because of the picture below (i couldn't coordinate it properly grr) IM LATE TO BATH and now my sister went first. GRRR.

till then,

BYE!

A picture tells a thousand words.

As the title says, I'm just gonna post pictures in this post (with a lil' caption of course) 'cause I just notice that it's been a while since i've posted lotsa pictures ;) need some colours hehehe.

so here it goes.

#first camwhore pic with my new phone.

somehow i don't look like myself. hahaha i think i looked like my friend -.o

 HAVE YOU SEEN MY HAIR SO LONG? <3

 told you i need a camera. desperately. haha.

aww ladybugs.

 film studies homework!

you won't know how proud i am when i've done drawing :B
TEEHEE.

 the night when my friends in msia said they saw a moon with a big circumference around it.

do you see anything? -.o

I use Macbook for film studies 8D but i think i'm too stupid cz i was having hard time in using it for the first time.

and.. THERE'S MORE TO COME :PP cause...

It's MACBOOK time!!

Music Tech + Film studies room. awesome eh ;)

there're many more in there!

ps. no i don't own that pink file ahahha.

 a manual robot which dances to the music :)

saw that in Bullring shopping centre :B

i nearly forgot the feeling of having long long(havent accomplished) hair :') 

 failure in choosing the right colour </3

AGAIN. <//3

result: can't really see the colour except if there's sunlight.

BUT. WINTER'S COMING LA DEI WHERE CAN U FIND SUNLIGHT. !@#$

 my cute lil' cousin :D very emotional haha xD

awwww she's so adorable, isn't she <3

do i look like a monk? 8D hahahha

found this in Uniqlo SUPER EXPENSIVE can die.

have no idea how to wear it(no, not just tuck it onto your head it looks extremely weird) i guess my head is too big ahahaha 

 beautiful sky :D

x-men ._. haha.

my coussies!!! the siblings are just so cute ohgosh xD

they're so sweet awwww.

Last but not least,

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TADAA! :D :D

Got this after school. Teehee. It's because I've got all excellent(4) for all subjects except for public services, i've got a good(3). It's first term's report.

1: Average
2: Satisfactory
3: Good
4: Excellent

:DD Gonna work harder for the rest of the terms ;)
ps. they call me kee(:o I KNOWW!), they call me ashleigh. *sings* that's not my name. that's not my name. ahahahaha random, i know -.-

*edited:-
oh oh did i tell youuu. my maths exam is on next Weds :O am taking the linear paper, so not much difficulties, i hope. :) teacher actually wanted my other friend and i to take the higher tier (a lot more diff!!) paper, but idk why it's the linear(foundation) paper. That's good enough for me :B cz I won't wanna take maths in A-lvls next year :) So yeah. GOOD LUCK TO ME! <3

Gonna end here, nothing much to say xD or else i'll get random again hahaha.
Say hi to my new phone! My vivaz died :(

011111 #feeling good! (Y)

hello people how's your day :)

mine was fine, and don't know why i feel.. hyper now. just feel so x)
been doing something for almost two hours and it's finally done! well, maybe that's the reason. heh.

oh did i tell you that i've been saving money for Christmas!! :D i now have almost £60 already :DD actually i have more but i just spent £10 to buy pens for school -.- people just keep borrowing AHH they don't bring pens to school zzz. anywayyys, I'M SAVING MONEY FOR A DSLRRRR! now you know. hehe. the price has been dropping cz of Christmas! now it's only £299!!

A CANON EOS 1000D :DDD

Although it might not be the most awesome camera in the world, it's enough for me as a beginner :))))

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT!

Well, as soon as I get this camera, i'll start my project 365. hmm maybe not 365, it's too hectic for me. a 52 ones perhaps? erm, just like my friend Penny :) She's started a 52 Saturdays. Go check it out, she's awesome 8D

Actually I'm not DEFINITELY getting one tho -.- haha just daynight-dreaming xDD

It's 9.27pm and I'm already sleepy -_______________-

I'm getting old OHGOSH.

BTW, IT'S MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! for her it's already the second day of her being sixteen but here in UK, it's still her birthday day. SO..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

And yes I owe you a pressie,

WAIT FOR IT AT YOUR DOOR!!

hahaha xD love ya lots!

till then,

bye!