My idiotic brother just cant stop pissing me off.
He thinks the router is his. Switching it off like no one bloody cares. I was bloody downloading a bloody movie which takes bloody 2 hours to download. and he bloody switched it off when there's 3 minutes left.
Like, WHATTHE____.
And bear in mind, this is not the bloody first time. He switches it off uncountable times WHENEVER he THINKS the internet is not working. FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. THERE'S NO POINT SWITCHING IT ON AND OFF FOR UNCOUNTABLE TIMES WHEN YOUR BLOODY XBOX IS NOT BLOODY WORKING WHILE MY SIS AND I WERE USING THE LAPTOP WITHOUT ANY TROUBLE.
Damn pissed off. And i had to restrict myself from using vulgar words. Like, REAL VULGAR.
My mood was so good today. HE RUINED IT COMPLETELY. bloody 3 more minutes man. now i had to wait till tmr.
WATCH WHAT IM GONNA DO. im gonna switch off the router now. HE'S ONLINE WITH HIS FRIENDS. let him see how it bloody feels like.
Thursday, 31 January 2013
Wednesday, 30 January 2013
Sunday, 27 January 2013
Saturday, 26 January 2013
Just a mini update.
IT'S RAINING.
im freezing grrrr *shivers*
and erm, the snow is melting woohoo!
It might turn warmer next week.
Please do! I like warm days.
Fingers crossed, hope next week will be a good week :)
I've struggled this week, have no idea why. But oh, it's over :)
Felt so tired this week x.x
You know what, I said i wanna do my homework an hour ago, which i ended up using my precious one hour playing on my laptop (in other words, keep refreshing the FB newsfeed eventhough nothing new comes up). And now, I plan to go to sleep.
OH WHAT A PRODUCTIVE DAY. pfft.
im freezing grrrr *shivers*
and erm, the snow is melting woohoo!
It might turn warmer next week.
Please do! I like warm days.
Fingers crossed, hope next week will be a good week :)
I've struggled this week, have no idea why. But oh, it's over :)
Felt so tired this week x.x
You know what, I said i wanna do my homework an hour ago, which i ended up using my precious one hour playing on my laptop (in other words, keep refreshing the FB newsfeed eventhough nothing new comes up). And now, I plan to go to sleep.
OH WHAT A PRODUCTIVE DAY. pfft.
The second last week of January.
Not so good :(
It's been a bad week for me. In many aspects. Im not sure why actually. Just feel like it. I hope next week will be a great week tho! :) Staying positive.
Oh ya, I've decided to go to the Psychology Conference ;) It's in March tho -.- So long away.
Talking about March, I CANT WAIT FOR MY EXAM RESULTS :S :S :S
So scared and nervous. One more month and 12 days. Geez this is scary </3
I dunno what else to write :(
Maybe I should start doing my homework :)
Bye.
It's been a bad week for me. In many aspects. Im not sure why actually. Just feel like it. I hope next week will be a great week tho! :) Staying positive.
Oh ya, I've decided to go to the Psychology Conference ;) It's in March tho -.- So long away.
Talking about March, I CANT WAIT FOR MY EXAM RESULTS :S :S :S
So scared and nervous. One more month and 12 days. Geez this is scary </3
I dunno what else to write :(
Maybe I should start doing my homework :)
Bye.
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
Come to think of it,
i think i didnt do really well in my Law exam :( I thought i could've written more thing, details or whatever it is.
But sadly, it's over. Sigh. So no point talking and thinking about it anymore. But oh well i cant control my mind.
And we've started new topic yesterday. For Law i mean. And it's SO COMPLICATED. About politics and stuff. Shoot. :( I wanna kill myself. haha. But i'll try harder! Im gonna eat the textbook if it's necessary. Haha. Just pay more attention. And must understand the topic. If not i'll struggle :S Now I miss the previous topics :( they're more straightforward.
And I just realised that I've been pouting (this ":(" face) the whole day today. Dunno why.
And about Psychology, the new topics are a lot more complicated than i thought. It's alright, once I get my head around the topics I'll be fine. I hope so. Haha.
And did i tell you! We're going to the House of Parliaments and Supreme Court (the highest court in UK) in the next two weeks! How cool is that <3
And we have this conference for Psychology. And meet an international psychologist Elizabeth Loftus. Im still thinking whether i should go, cz you know. Conference is about listening listening and listening. SHOULD I GO? :( dilemma. Sigh. It's until 6.30pm u know :(
But sadly, it's over. Sigh. So no point talking and thinking about it anymore. But oh well i cant control my mind.
And we've started new topic yesterday. For Law i mean. And it's SO COMPLICATED. About politics and stuff. Shoot. :( I wanna kill myself. haha. But i'll try harder! Im gonna eat the textbook if it's necessary. Haha. Just pay more attention. And must understand the topic. If not i'll struggle :S Now I miss the previous topics :( they're more straightforward.
And I just realised that I've been pouting (this ":(" face) the whole day today. Dunno why.
And about Psychology, the new topics are a lot more complicated than i thought. It's alright, once I get my head around the topics I'll be fine. I hope so. Haha.
And did i tell you! We're going to the House of Parliaments and Supreme Court (the highest court in UK) in the next two weeks! How cool is that <3
And we have this conference for Psychology. And meet an international psychologist Elizabeth Loftus. Im still thinking whether i should go, cz you know. Conference is about listening listening and listening. SHOULD I GO? :( dilemma. Sigh. It's until 6.30pm u know :(
Monday, 21 January 2013
WOOHOO!
Apparently exam is over. I wont say I'm genuinely happy tho. More like a sense of relieve. and in the same time sad too. Cz we now can forget things we've learned in the past 4 months. awww. Kinda feel heavyhearted. haha. But it's alright :) at least my head doesnt feel as heavy as it was xD
The paper was alright, I felt like I've not done enough for some questions tho. It's like, you know you've written every single possible thing in the answer, but it just doesnt feel right. Oh well I'll let it be at the moment, and see how it goes during the results day. Hope I get the results that I want! :) Cant do anything right now anyway. hmm.
So, starting from tmr we're gonna start new topic! Yay. Well not really. haha. It's a mixed feeling really, idk why. But it should be a good thing! Cz we're learning something new :) It's time to nail different topics in our brain again. I wonder will the new topics be nice to us! Hopefully :) and my friends say that we should revise together in the next coming exam. Haha. Oh so I went to my friend's house yesterday and the day before, and the revision went on quite well :) We did like, proper study. Just going through the topics we werent quite sure about.
Oh and did i tell you, school was cancelled today due to the snow and YAY for us law students, we had revision session from 9 till 12. everyone was so stressed during the lesson. haha. and our teacher was in a bad mood .__. creepy.
It was an alright-day. And im gonna spend the whole day watching tv today. WHOLE NIGHT. not gonna do my homework till tmr :B ahh i'll do it tmr during independent school time :B it's due thursday tho :S ah who cares. TIME TO SIT BACK AND RELAX <3
The paper was alright, I felt like I've not done enough for some questions tho. It's like, you know you've written every single possible thing in the answer, but it just doesnt feel right. Oh well I'll let it be at the moment, and see how it goes during the results day. Hope I get the results that I want! :) Cant do anything right now anyway. hmm.
So, starting from tmr we're gonna start new topic! Yay. Well not really. haha. It's a mixed feeling really, idk why. But it should be a good thing! Cz we're learning something new :) It's time to nail different topics in our brain again. I wonder will the new topics be nice to us! Hopefully :) and my friends say that we should revise together in the next coming exam. Haha. Oh so I went to my friend's house yesterday and the day before, and the revision went on quite well :) We did like, proper study. Just going through the topics we werent quite sure about.
Oh and did i tell you, school was cancelled today due to the snow and YAY for us law students, we had revision session from 9 till 12. everyone was so stressed during the lesson. haha. and our teacher was in a bad mood .__. creepy.
It was an alright-day. And im gonna spend the whole day watching tv today. WHOLE NIGHT. not gonna do my homework till tmr :B ahh i'll do it tmr during independent school time :B it's due thursday tho :S ah who cares. TIME TO SIT BACK AND RELAX <3
Friday, 18 January 2013
"Modest, Humble, Intelligent."
since the start of the day in the morning, i knew today's gonna be great :)
Well, not till the snow got really heavy and teachers started telling us that we're going home during lunch in the noon. Which means Law lesson was cancelled. and this was the main reason i came to school -___- and the 5-hour revision session IS CANCELLED. i thought i can revise tmr without being distracted T_T looks like i have to eat the book at school. Hmm.
So everyone had to go home at 12.35pm but not for those who had exams. And me because my sister had exams so i couldnt go home since it's snowing so heavily my mom couldnt drive so many times.
And my Law teacher came and taught me for 1+ hours. And we talked about my progress in Alvls.
He complimented on my attitude in school :') and he suggested that I should take another year in Alvls on History and one other subject because currently, my subjects are divided into two different categories: Law&Psychology are the academic ones, and Film Studies&Photography are Arts. He said if I wanna get into a good Uni i should take more academic subjects like Eng Lit or History. It would be pointless if i get into a not-too-good Uni and not get a training contract (im most probably doing Law in Uni). And based on my subjects right now, good uni might not accept me and stuff. It's just suggestions. He asked me to call the Uni department and ask them whether or not the subjects will stop the uni from accepting me. Come to think of it, I should decide now since in Sept im gonna be an A2 student. So must start thinking about it! He told another teacher (who is responsible for these kinda stuffs) about my case anyway, so i think it should be alright.
AND AND. he said i should consider applying for Cambridge or Oxford HAHAHAHA cz it's like, why not try? Even tho there's a very slight chance i could get in. Just let me dream for two seconds. Haha. Anyhow i'll try my very best in my studies :) and see how my first year results are. Nobody knows what happen anyway!
So yeah. that was one very serious talk. About serious stuff.
OH YA YOU KNOW. i got my marks for sec mock :D since he was there i asked him "sir, so are you still gonna mark our mock papers?" and he went, oh you know what, i'll mark it now. And tada! i got 7 marks better than last time :) I just found out that the topics i score the lowest for the question im most confident on and highest for the one im not. oh how ironic. well i guess this is life!
And i just realised that it's really time to grow up. LOOK IM TURNING 18 THIS YEAR. time to pack it in and not be a kid anymore. so much responsibilities :(
Oh btw one more thing that made my day. I told you my rev class was cancelled right? My friend asked me to revise with her tmr! :D at least i know i'll be studying tmr. I just cant stay at home and get distracted by every single tiny thing. I need to revise. The last battle! :) Wish me luck! :)
It's freezing here omg okay let me end this post with a picture of me :B
Well, not till the snow got really heavy and teachers started telling us that we're going home during lunch in the noon. Which means Law lesson was cancelled. and this was the main reason i came to school -___- and the 5-hour revision session IS CANCELLED. i thought i can revise tmr without being distracted T_T looks like i have to eat the book at school. Hmm.
So everyone had to go home at 12.35pm but not for those who had exams. And me because my sister had exams so i couldnt go home since it's snowing so heavily my mom couldnt drive so many times.
And my Law teacher came and taught me for 1+ hours. And we talked about my progress in Alvls.
He complimented on my attitude in school :') and he suggested that I should take another year in Alvls on History and one other subject because currently, my subjects are divided into two different categories: Law&Psychology are the academic ones, and Film Studies&Photography are Arts. He said if I wanna get into a good Uni i should take more academic subjects like Eng Lit or History. It would be pointless if i get into a not-too-good Uni and not get a training contract (im most probably doing Law in Uni). And based on my subjects right now, good uni might not accept me and stuff. It's just suggestions. He asked me to call the Uni department and ask them whether or not the subjects will stop the uni from accepting me. Come to think of it, I should decide now since in Sept im gonna be an A2 student. So must start thinking about it! He told another teacher (who is responsible for these kinda stuffs) about my case anyway, so i think it should be alright.
AND AND. he said i should consider applying for Cambridge or Oxford HAHAHAHA cz it's like, why not try? Even tho there's a very slight chance i could get in. Just let me dream for two seconds. Haha. Anyhow i'll try my very best in my studies :) and see how my first year results are. Nobody knows what happen anyway!
So yeah. that was one very serious talk. About serious stuff.
OH YA YOU KNOW. i got my marks for sec mock :D since he was there i asked him "sir, so are you still gonna mark our mock papers?" and he went, oh you know what, i'll mark it now. And tada! i got 7 marks better than last time :) I just found out that the topics i score the lowest for the question im most confident on and highest for the one im not. oh how ironic. well i guess this is life!
And i just realised that it's really time to grow up. LOOK IM TURNING 18 THIS YEAR. time to pack it in and not be a kid anymore. so much responsibilities :(
Oh btw one more thing that made my day. I told you my rev class was cancelled right? My friend asked me to revise with her tmr! :D at least i know i'll be studying tmr. I just cant stay at home and get distracted by every single tiny thing. I need to revise. The last battle! :) Wish me luck! :)
It's freezing here omg okay let me end this post with a picture of me :B
During the snow :)
Wednesday, 16 January 2013
Tired.
Mentally.
Cant wait for exams to finish. My brain is overloading with the Acts and facts of Law. @.@
Seriously. It's quite fun actually, but at the same time very, very tiring.
I told you i like extra classes, but actually i dont like the fact that it's extra classes. haha it doesnt make sense, does it? I mean, it's because extra classes mean revising, and the most important thing is- EXAM IS COMING. damn. Monday is the last day of my exam! Cant wait :)
I really hope (i've said this uncountable times) that IM GONNA GET A's! Gonna make my teacher and parents proud.
Results on 7th March but teachers know them on the 6th. And on 7th we have parents evening, where our teachers meet us individually regarding our results and progress in lessons.
To be honest Im REALLY supposed to be doing my Film Studies (AGAIN) homework. Which is due tmr. Im screwed -_- seriously.
But i told my teacher today that i wont manage to finish bcz dont have time for exam. She accepted :) aww so kind. BUT IT'S TOO MUCH LA. too much :(
I feel that my brain is really heavy now.
You know, we finish this exam and gonna start new topic, which means we have to completely forget the things we learned in the past few months. How cool, but quite difficult to do so. How can you purposely forget something? Especially when it's been in your brain for months. Ah, life is so miserable.
And talking about miserable, My law exam answer booklet changed its format. Idk how to explain it here, but it's just making our life more miserable. As if our life isnt miserable enough. Sigh.
Nonetheless, I feel that this year will be a good year :)
Cant wait for exams to finish. My brain is overloading with the Acts and facts of Law. @.@
Seriously. It's quite fun actually, but at the same time very, very tiring.
I told you i like extra classes, but actually i dont like the fact that it's extra classes. haha it doesnt make sense, does it? I mean, it's because extra classes mean revising, and the most important thing is- EXAM IS COMING. damn. Monday is the last day of my exam! Cant wait :)
I really hope (i've said this uncountable times) that IM GONNA GET A's! Gonna make my teacher and parents proud.
Results on 7th March but teachers know them on the 6th. And on 7th we have parents evening, where our teachers meet us individually regarding our results and progress in lessons.
To be honest Im REALLY supposed to be doing my Film Studies (AGAIN) homework. Which is due tmr. Im screwed -_- seriously.
But i told my teacher today that i wont manage to finish bcz dont have time for exam. She accepted :) aww so kind. BUT IT'S TOO MUCH LA. too much :(
I feel that my brain is really heavy now.
You know, we finish this exam and gonna start new topic, which means we have to completely forget the things we learned in the past few months. How cool, but quite difficult to do so. How can you purposely forget something? Especially when it's been in your brain for months. Ah, life is so miserable.
And talking about miserable, My law exam answer booklet changed its format. Idk how to explain it here, but it's just making our life more miserable. As if our life isnt miserable enough. Sigh.
Nonetheless, I feel that this year will be a good year :)
Monday, 14 January 2013
I SWEAR.
IM GONNA DROP FILM STUDIES NEXT YEAR. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE REMIND ME TO. Or if i change my mind SLAP ME and ask me to drop it.
i know i keep saying this but THIS IS TOO MUCH.
i know i keep saying this but THIS IS TOO MUCH.
We have to do research on HORROR films and WATCH one of them and then write half a page of evaluation on how the successful the effects are. In other words, how much it successfully scares us. I HATE HORROR FILMS. I. HATE. HORROR. FILMS.
I've searched on googles on famous films and i feel disgusted sick annoyed disturbed whateveryounameit just by looking at the stills and images from the films. EW. URGH. AHHH. how am i gonna produce a powerpoint on that T_T
actually we had 4 genres to choose from, but my class chooses horror. WHICH I WONDER WHY. the rest are like comedy, work and stuff. although horror films have many things to talk about, I STILL HATE IT. AND I REALLY WONDER WHY I CHOSE FILM STUDIES. WHY. WHY. WHYYY.
oh please i dowanna watch horror films T___T nor do research on it.
CAN ANYONE SUGGEST ME HORROR FILMS THAT ARE NOT SCARY?
im gonna broadcast this everywhere.
SOOO. IGNORE THE UPPER PART.
Next, im gonna talk about my second law mock today :D
It was alright, just that i NEARLY mistaken a question. Phew luckily i read the question again.
It reads "discuss the arguments FOR and AGAINST the secrecy of the jury room".
and i thought it reads "discuss the arguments FOR and AGAINST keeping the jury system".
you dont have to und them but, the point is, i nearly screwed it. HAHAHAH. but it's okay :) i managed to make some points. at least i know what i can squeeze out from my brain during emergency times. haha quite proud of myself really :)
This time I approached some questions i've not done in other exam before, those that im not really confident in. I used to pick those i really favour like the one i keep revising, but i wanna see how far i can go. There's always this voice in my mind saying "what if the question you like the most is not out in the exam?" and i really have to prepared in every topic. oh gosh doesnt this sound complicated -.- im so sick of preparing for exam already. GRR.
Wonder what my results will be!
Okay gtg sleep :) wish me luck in whatever im gonna face tmr! haha.
p.s: I REALLY DOWANNA DO HORROR FILMS T___T
p.s: I REALLY DOWANNA DO HORROR FILMS T___T
Sunday, 13 January 2013
Thoughts.
I finally thought of something today. I know the reason I'm stressed. It's because I care too much about what people say. Everyone is expecting me to score an A in exam. Which I'm really scared I can't. My teacher, my classmates and even my friends. I'm really worried that I might disappoint them. And I really really wanna get an A.
Sorry about the complains but I just have to spill this out. So please bear with me.
So. I finally thought of something today while I'm doing revision. I realised that I'm stressing myself out because of the expectations. Or rather, MY expectations towards myself. I keep striving for an A in Law and I realised that if I lower my expectations, I might be happier. So what if I get a B? B is still considered as a good grade, isn't it?
So from now on, im gonna stop thinking too much. Just do my best and everything is gonna be alright!
Wish me luck tho :)
Sorry about the complains but I just have to spill this out. So please bear with me.
So. I finally thought of something today while I'm doing revision. I realised that I'm stressing myself out because of the expectations. Or rather, MY expectations towards myself. I keep striving for an A in Law and I realised that if I lower my expectations, I might be happier. So what if I get a B? B is still considered as a good grade, isn't it?
So from now on, im gonna stop thinking too much. Just do my best and everything is gonna be alright!
Wish me luck tho :)
Saturday, 12 January 2013
I dont know.
I dont know as in idk what to name my post. haha.
Im feeling so nervous for my Law exam! it's really stressful :( i feel so emo today.
I told you that i had revision session for law right? It's kind of helpful. But it's making me feel even more stressed out knowing that we are getting nearer to the exams. I really hope the session lasts for a day. Or on going for everyday. I just cant study at home. No space, keep getting distracted and KEEP FEELING STRESSED. seriously. It's gonna be different than psychology, cz psychology paper is like many questions consist of 2, 6, 8, or 12 marks. but for law, it's 4 questions, part a) and part b). which means 8 essays. Part a) 18 marks, part b) 12 marks. And we have to know everything in the textbook. It isnt that bad actually. And I got an A for my mock BUT. 4 marks to a B, so it's a borderline A. The whole class is expecting me to get an A and im kind of sick of it. What if TOUCHWOOD i dont get an A? Urgh this is too much. Plus my Film Studies teacher is giving me way too much work. I think im really dropping Film Studies next year.
And there's another mock exam for those who failed the first one. I wanted to resit it and secure my A. but it means that I have to revise super hard in this weekend, cz the exam is on Monday, which is two days later. I really cant wait to get it over and done with. Then continue our lessons like normal. These few lessons were like revision revision revision, which makes me really stress.
People were like giving me "that look" cz i wanna retake my mock. and i was like. I know i got an A but that doesnt mean im gonna get an A in real exam. Well, the mock exam is actually real exam past paper but stillll. I wanna do it as part of my revision. Staying in school for revision is good. Better than staying at home and doing nothing. EXTREME guiltiness. But one thing is, what if i get lesser marks in the next mock :( ITS OKAY AT LEAST I CAN IMPROVE.
And i think the other class's Law teacher dislikes me. Idk why :/
OMG NINE MORE DAYS. REALLY SCARED. NERVOUS. STRESSED OUT. whatever you name it. I better go study now. I need some motivation, people!
im really stressed out :(
Im feeling so nervous for my Law exam! it's really stressful :( i feel so emo today.
I told you that i had revision session for law right? It's kind of helpful. But it's making me feel even more stressed out knowing that we are getting nearer to the exams. I really hope the session lasts for a day. Or on going for everyday. I just cant study at home. No space, keep getting distracted and KEEP FEELING STRESSED. seriously. It's gonna be different than psychology, cz psychology paper is like many questions consist of 2, 6, 8, or 12 marks. but for law, it's 4 questions, part a) and part b). which means 8 essays. Part a) 18 marks, part b) 12 marks. And we have to know everything in the textbook. It isnt that bad actually. And I got an A for my mock BUT. 4 marks to a B, so it's a borderline A. The whole class is expecting me to get an A and im kind of sick of it. What if TOUCHWOOD i dont get an A? Urgh this is too much. Plus my Film Studies teacher is giving me way too much work. I think im really dropping Film Studies next year.
And there's another mock exam for those who failed the first one. I wanted to resit it and secure my A. but it means that I have to revise super hard in this weekend, cz the exam is on Monday, which is two days later. I really cant wait to get it over and done with. Then continue our lessons like normal. These few lessons were like revision revision revision, which makes me really stress.
People were like giving me "that look" cz i wanna retake my mock. and i was like. I know i got an A but that doesnt mean im gonna get an A in real exam. Well, the mock exam is actually real exam past paper but stillll. I wanna do it as part of my revision. Staying in school for revision is good. Better than staying at home and doing nothing. EXTREME guiltiness. But one thing is, what if i get lesser marks in the next mock :( ITS OKAY AT LEAST I CAN IMPROVE.
And i think the other class's Law teacher dislikes me. Idk why :/
OMG NINE MORE DAYS. REALLY SCARED. NERVOUS. STRESSED OUT. whatever you name it. I better go study now. I need some motivation, people!
im really stressed out :(
Thursday, 10 January 2013
Psychology exam!
Got it over and done with! <3 hehehe. it was alright :D a very student-friendly paper!
CANT WAIT FOR MY RESULTS IN MARCH. was so so so nervous before the exam omg. haha.
NEXT ONE IS LAW. omg this is even worse. Im gonna go crazy in these two weeks. Feel so not confident :(((((
Wanted to revise for Law today but i thought since i've had my psychology exam PLUS went for extra class after school for Law revision, i might wanna take a rest tonight :P :P Law revision today was awesome, with only 6 of us there haha. It's great tho. cz we got to focus more :) and my friends are revising! So happy to see them improve :)
and omg i have so much homework for film studies :/ im really considering dropping it next year. Really occupying my time.
Oh and we have extra class for this and next saturday for Law! hohoho so fun :))) i HOPE the lessons are gonna be fun. Sigh cz you know, sometimes things dont turn out like how you expect them to. So yeah.
I really wanna do well in my Law exam :( It's on next next Monday!
HOPE MY RESULTS ARE GOOD!
HOPE MY RESULTS ARE GOOD!
Thursday, 3 January 2013
030113
idk what to name this post. so i'll just post the date instead. haha.
so. the usual: IM SUPPOSED TO BE REVISING RIGHT NOW.
but i cant T_T i need some motivation hahahah.
and another prob. when i revise for psychology, i forget some little bits of law. when i revise for law, i forget some little bits of Psy. WHY IS LIFE SO COMPLICATEDDDDD.
suan liao i dowanna revise anymore. HAHAHA JOKING. i've been slacking these two days.
so. today im gonna finish my Film Studies essay ( YES ESSAY -.-), read my Law textbook all over again. Amazingly, i can remember by just reading the textbook :S and i might do some plans for the Law essays using past year papers (dont think it will be today tho :P). And for Psychology, I'll have my revision extra class this Saturday, so im gonna finish revising that time?
come to think of it, my exam is during my Film Studies class. So actually i dont have to rush to hand in my essay to my teacher. BUT since.. you know i've set the NY resolution to be a good student, i'll have to be a good student (what am i saying haha). So anyhow, im gonna finish it by Thursday :) and you know what the question is?
so. the usual: IM SUPPOSED TO BE REVISING RIGHT NOW.
but i cant T_T i need some motivation hahahah.
and another prob. when i revise for psychology, i forget some little bits of law. when i revise for law, i forget some little bits of Psy. WHY IS LIFE SO COMPLICATEDDDDD.
suan liao i dowanna revise anymore. HAHAHA JOKING. i've been slacking these two days.
so. today im gonna finish my Film Studies essay ( YES ESSAY -.-), read my Law textbook all over again. Amazingly, i can remember by just reading the textbook :S and i might do some plans for the Law essays using past year papers (dont think it will be today tho :P). And for Psychology, I'll have my revision extra class this Saturday, so im gonna finish revising that time?
come to think of it, my exam is during my Film Studies class. So actually i dont have to rush to hand in my essay to my teacher. BUT since.. you know i've set the NY resolution to be a good student, i'll have to be a good student (what am i saying haha). So anyhow, im gonna finish it by Thursday :) and you know what the question is?
HOW SUCCESSFUL IS THE DARK KNIGHT RISES?
Awesome, no? Well, well.
Btw, im still feeling dizzy :( Since the last few days sigh. I NEEDA START SLEEPING EARLY MAN.
I cant wait for the revision session!
I love extra classes haha. Even in Malaysia, we had extra classes in tuition for our major exam PMR and they're so awesome, we stayed till 12am at times. With my bunch of crazy friends and awesome teachers :)
Plus during the extra classes, we actually ARE revising. AT LEAST facing the books. Unlike at home, when I've only been studying for one or two hours and ended up studying my FACEbook. how pathetic -.- That's a big no no.
And sigh, I need my own space to study. My sister always uses the room to Skype and my brother uses my parent's room to play VIOLENT games on his xbox; I dont even have a quiet place to study. that time when my sis was still in london a week ago, IT WAS ULTIMATE FREEDOM. haha. Actually i planned to go to the library to study. needa work out that plan.
That's why i like school and extra classes, at least i have my own space in the Common Room where we do our independent study. There's a teacher there to make sure we work in silence. This sounds rather insane but i kinda like it. If we wanna talk we can always go to another Common Room where we can "socialise" hahaa. Well that's what my teachers say :P
That's the newly built Independent Study room :D pretty cool, isn't it? xD
Btw, some part of my school is being knocked down, because they wanna rebuild some of the blocks. So the place where we Post 16 students used to hang out is gonna change too :( We're being moved downstairs into the Portakabins. It's like the picture above.
Ok im stuck haha i'll stop here then :)
Bye!
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
2013!
IT'S THE START OF SOMETHING NEW.
AND I SHALL START WITH MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. haha.
Im not sure whether I've completed those I've set last year -.- But oh well I bet I've achieved at least THREE of them heehee.
ohohoh i managed to dig them out from my post A YEAR AGO. here it is.
AND I SHALL START WITH MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. haha.
Im not sure whether I've completed those I've set last year -.- But oh well I bet I've achieved at least THREE of them heehee.
ohohoh i managed to dig them out from my post A YEAR AGO. here it is.
NOTE: IT'S 2012's RESOLUTION.
- LOSE WEIGHT. this is a very big mission ahahahhaa.
- buy playsuit for summer! :D SUMMER HOLS NGEHEHEHE. <3
exercise more. for a healthy living hahahha. seriously >:) planned to start the Couch to 5k running plan when it gets warmer in mid-year. saya bertekad ni! will is very strong this time :)take nice pictures with my DSLR. learn how to take nice pictures, i suppose. heehee.GET GOOD RESULTS FOR GCSE.hopefullyMUST above C!be a good student and study hard hardand smart smart!always aim for Distinction in all the assignments and coursework!appreciate what I've got more.- make use of holidays and free time! (usually wont succeed -.- haha)
- NOT ABANDON MY BLOG.
keep keep keep in touch with my dear FAMILY and FRIENDS.- grow.. taller. HOW?!
try not to make my parents angry :B- get the British accent *wicked smile* heeheehee.
- save more money!
- get at least 7 1/2 hours of sleep when next day is a school day.
practice my English spelling or writing or speaking or listening or whatever. I NEED TO SURVIVE.
SO. let's go through the list :)
#1. lose weight hahahaha. i think this should be on going; it will be listed in my 2013's again :P
#2. i need to lose weight before im confident enough to wear a playsuit hahaha.
#3. exercise! told you i joined this fitness class, so ticked. but didnt manage to go for the 5k plan tho haha.
#4. this should be on-going too.
#5. yup done that :) i consider a B in English as good. haha.
#6. be a good student. hehe. i hope i am one!
#7. Yup, in Public Services :)
#8&13. i really am trying to :) and i think it's working.
#9&10. hahaha this. 50/50 la :P
#11. although we dont skype really often, we at least talk once in a few weeks. AT LEAST.
#12. ... SIGH. heels!
#14. erm, idk how do i measure this. so yeah. it should be ongoing too HAHA.
#15. ONGOING!
#16. sometimes? :B usually.
#17. :)
So that's it! the summary of my 2012 resolution. haha. I've achieved 9, excluding the ongoing ones. ;) not bad eh? AT LEAST IT'S MORE THAN HALF. haha just.
Okay. It's time for 2013's!
*MY 2013 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION*
- LOSE WEIGHT. look healthier. hahahah such an important resolution.
- PLAYSUIT! again! i hope i can buy and wear it during summer! :)
- Make use of holidays and free time. which is like what i've done in 2012 :) i used my free time in school to study! and do hw. HOW HARDWORKING HAHA. must continue the effort :)
- Update my blog often :) Try to insert some photos/pictures!
- Save more more more money!
- Sleep before 12.15am if tmr is a school day.
- Revise really hard for the coming exams! (this comes up because im gonna have exam next week O_O
- Concentrate in class like how i used to! :) Never let my friend drift me away!
- Be a good student!
- Get good results in A Levels! B and above! shoot im scared now.
- Be a better person. In all aspects.
- Be more outgoing. Meet new people.
- Volunteer at something.
- Stop being lazy at times.
- Keep in touch with my friends and family in Msia.
- Appreciate things/people around me more. Be grateful.
- Make 2013 better than 2012.
Those in bold are more important ones. Most of them we cant act them out physically. You get what I mean? It's like, it's not something that can be done in one day or one week. It's the time and things we sacrifice to make it work. Idk what im saying actually. HAHAHAHA. but i just want say that, some of the outcomes cant be seen, but we can feel them. Fine idk how to carry on hahaha i'll stop.
SOOOOO this is my New Year resolution, which i've written on 010113. :B I HAVE A FEELING IT'S GONNA BE A GREAT YEAR! though i've spent my first day of the year being sick >.>
NEVERTHELESS.
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!
ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING!
Best wishes x
2012.
I know it's 2013 already and there's no point looking back, but i just wanna recall bits and pieces that have happened in the previous year. i wanted to do this yesterday 31/12/12 but... hehehehehe.
So. i shall divide year 2012 into two. Because half of it, I had my GCSE and another half I've proceeded into AS level. LOOK HOW COMPLICATED MY LIFE IS. haha. but it's okay, im getting used to it :)
The first half was.. rather BORING, i would say. cz there were a bunch of immature kids (YES KIDS) in my class. Dont get me wrong, i know it's not like i was very mature or something, but AT LEAST i wont swear at teachers and roll my eyes at them. How disrespectful. That's one of the reasons i didnt wanna make friends with them. Well, SOME of them. Some other were quite nice and friendly, and it's just that they swear WAAAY too much. Ugh.And erm the GCSE year was alright, it didnt feel like a school year to be honest. I only revised the NIGHT before the exams. and i nearly slept while holding the books. haha. So i had my results during the Summer hols :) It was an alright results, A* for both Film Studies (WHICH MADE ME DO IT IN AS LEVEL) and Maths, A for Humanities and B for English. Oh and Distinction for Public Services' coursework. And bear in mind that they dont really care about your results in GCSE -.- You just need to PASS everything, then you can go straight to A lvls. That's why the teachers didnt really put much pressure on us, which made us lazy. Actually that was it, for the first half 2012.
Then, in the next half, IM IN A LVLS :D It's like a brand new start, cz normally in Msia we start a new school year in January. It's quite warm when school started :) So I've chosen Law, Psychology, Film Studies and Photography. No Maths. Everyone was like giving me that "kind-of" look when they knew i didnt take Maths. It's because.. I HATE MATHS. and erm, I know Maths is important in all fields but I dont think i'll be using it really often. I mean, im okay in looking at numbers, but PLEASE no x y and z. So yeah. Im glad that i made that choice :) It didnt really affect me much, and if you let me choose again, i still wont choose Maths. It's very rare that im being so DECISIVE. hahaha. Okay so at first when i was choosing the subjects my main choice was Psychology. I took Law for the sake of taking it, until I really studied it :) I LOVE LAW HAHAHAHA omg im crazy. So it's between Psychology and Law now :) Both subjects have SO MUCH TO REMEMBER. luckily im used to this :) And i've chosen Film Studies because there's no other subject :( Not that I HATE it, just didnt really enjoy it much, cz you see, THERE'RE ONLY FOUR STUDENTS IN CLASS including me T.T oh well, And photography! Didnt needa sit for exam hohohoho.
Okay enough about the subjects. Im sure i told you something about these before hahaha.
I like A Lvls :) I've made more friends, LIKE REALLY. haha. i didnt really talk much in the past half months -.- AND THAT'S SO NOT ME. So during A lvls, the people are more erm, civilised? hahaha. Really. it's quite funny tho, cz at first i was like SO QUIET. and we had this seating plans, so i was always with this older student and another guy. Again, i didnt talk much. I didnt get to talk, so i had to concentrate in the lesson. HAHA how pathetic. So when teacher asked ques, I could answer them. The answers are right in the textbook actually. Haha. Until a few lessons where we didnt have seating plans, I sat with a few friends I just made. Then only I got to talk. Fuh, SUCH A LONG PROCESS. hahaha. and now i have quite many friends :D although they're not particularly close ones, stilll. :) And the trip to Frank Chapman gave me the opportunity to know even more friends!
It seems like A lvls has been a year, but actually it's just 4 months -.- hahaha. I feel so because IM GONNA HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK AND NEXT NEXT WEEK :S WISH ME LUCK!
oh and did i tell you, i got 94% for Psychology mock :D Oh why isnt it a real exam T_T and I had my Law mock before holidays but i havent got my results yet :S my teacher ACTUALLY PHONED some of my friends regarding their results! omg so scared. haha. hope i wont disappoint my teachers :) oh and did i tell u! i've been revising quite hard these few days, cz i was "room" alone for 5 1/2 days! HOHOHOHO. my sister was away with her friends in London so i get to use the room alone by myself! <3 FREEDOMMM.
oh and i joined this fitness thingy for every Wednesday afternoon (they dont let us go home anymore T_T so we had to join something), and i feel healthier!! :) and yes, i met more friends there haha.
well 2012 should be an alright year, until we got the news that my aunt passed away. It's such a tragic news, but we all know that live still goes on.
And last but not least, I MISS YOU PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA! i really do :) have a great year ahead. all the best in work/ those who're gonna start college or uni. <3
So that's basically (not really haha) it :) Thanks for the memories, 2012!
it's quite amazing how simple little things can make drastic changes to our lives :)
So. i shall divide year 2012 into two. Because half of it, I had my GCSE and another half I've proceeded into AS level. LOOK HOW COMPLICATED MY LIFE IS. haha. but it's okay, im getting used to it :)
The first half was.. rather BORING, i would say. cz there were a bunch of immature kids (YES KIDS) in my class. Dont get me wrong, i know it's not like i was very mature or something, but AT LEAST i wont swear at teachers and roll my eyes at them. How disrespectful. That's one of the reasons i didnt wanna make friends with them. Well, SOME of them. Some other were quite nice and friendly, and it's just that they swear WAAAY too much. Ugh.And erm the GCSE year was alright, it didnt feel like a school year to be honest. I only revised the NIGHT before the exams. and i nearly slept while holding the books. haha. So i had my results during the Summer hols :) It was an alright results, A* for both Film Studies (WHICH MADE ME DO IT IN AS LEVEL) and Maths, A for Humanities and B for English. Oh and Distinction for Public Services' coursework. And bear in mind that they dont really care about your results in GCSE -.- You just need to PASS everything, then you can go straight to A lvls. That's why the teachers didnt really put much pressure on us, which made us lazy. Actually that was it, for the first half 2012.
Then, in the next half, IM IN A LVLS :D It's like a brand new start, cz normally in Msia we start a new school year in January. It's quite warm when school started :) So I've chosen Law, Psychology, Film Studies and Photography. No Maths. Everyone was like giving me that "kind-of" look when they knew i didnt take Maths. It's because.. I HATE MATHS. and erm, I know Maths is important in all fields but I dont think i'll be using it really often. I mean, im okay in looking at numbers, but PLEASE no x y and z. So yeah. Im glad that i made that choice :) It didnt really affect me much, and if you let me choose again, i still wont choose Maths. It's very rare that im being so DECISIVE. hahaha. Okay so at first when i was choosing the subjects my main choice was Psychology. I took Law for the sake of taking it, until I really studied it :) I LOVE LAW HAHAHAHA omg im crazy. So it's between Psychology and Law now :) Both subjects have SO MUCH TO REMEMBER. luckily im used to this :) And i've chosen Film Studies because there's no other subject :( Not that I HATE it, just didnt really enjoy it much, cz you see, THERE'RE ONLY FOUR STUDENTS IN CLASS including me T.T oh well, And photography! Didnt needa sit for exam hohohoho.
Okay enough about the subjects. Im sure i told you something about these before hahaha.
I like A Lvls :) I've made more friends, LIKE REALLY. haha. i didnt really talk much in the past half months -.- AND THAT'S SO NOT ME. So during A lvls, the people are more erm, civilised? hahaha. Really. it's quite funny tho, cz at first i was like SO QUIET. and we had this seating plans, so i was always with this older student and another guy. Again, i didnt talk much. I didnt get to talk, so i had to concentrate in the lesson. HAHA how pathetic. So when teacher asked ques, I could answer them. The answers are right in the textbook actually. Haha. Until a few lessons where we didnt have seating plans, I sat with a few friends I just made. Then only I got to talk. Fuh, SUCH A LONG PROCESS. hahaha. and now i have quite many friends :D although they're not particularly close ones, stilll. :) And the trip to Frank Chapman gave me the opportunity to know even more friends!
It seems like A lvls has been a year, but actually it's just 4 months -.- hahaha. I feel so because IM GONNA HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK AND NEXT NEXT WEEK :S WISH ME LUCK!
oh and did i tell you, i got 94% for Psychology mock :D Oh why isnt it a real exam T_T and I had my Law mock before holidays but i havent got my results yet :S my teacher ACTUALLY PHONED some of my friends regarding their results! omg so scared. haha. hope i wont disappoint my teachers :) oh and did i tell u! i've been revising quite hard these few days, cz i was "room" alone for 5 1/2 days! HOHOHOHO. my sister was away with her friends in London so i get to use the room alone by myself! <3 FREEDOMMM.
oh and i joined this fitness thingy for every Wednesday afternoon (they dont let us go home anymore T_T so we had to join something), and i feel healthier!! :) and yes, i met more friends there haha.
well 2012 should be an alright year, until we got the news that my aunt passed away. It's such a tragic news, but we all know that live still goes on.
And last but not least, I MISS YOU PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA! i really do :) have a great year ahead. all the best in work/ those who're gonna start college or uni. <3
So that's basically (not really haha) it :) Thanks for the memories, 2012!
it's quite amazing how simple little things can make drastic changes to our lives :)
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