IM BACK!

emo :(
just finished reading Me Before You and my godddddd it's so heartbreakingggggggggg.

it's about a girl, Lou, she lost her job and got employed as Will's carer. 2 years ago Will got hit by a car and is paralyzed from his chest downwards (can only move his fingers slightly and head). he always has those infections and pain in the bone or something. DAMN SAD OKAY.
HE CHOSE TO COMMIT SUICIDE IN SWITZERLAND although the girl loves him and he loves her back. she tried her best to convince him WITHIN SIX MONTHS that he can still have a happy life but he's still determined T__T NOOOOOO. they seemed so sweet together (from at first being rude and sarcastic to being sweet and always talked to each other). he made her change into another person :(
you know the guy said:

"sometimes you are the only reason i want to get up in the morning"

- something like that. DAMN SWEET RIGHT. and then they realised that they liked each other BUT THE GUY DOWAN. HE CHOSE TO DIE T___T


the ending is so so so so sad. the guy asked the girl to fly to Switzerland (assisted dying is illegal in UK) to accompany him for the last few hours. i almost forget how


i damn emo now damn ridiculous right HAIHHHH. WHY LA HE CHOSE TO DIE D':

i still cant get over it. PFFT. TOLD YA I PREFER HAPPY BOOKS. (HAHAHA)

IM SO CAUGHT UP IN READING BOOKS I THINK IM GOING MAD,

BUT NO

IM NOT TURNING INTO NERD 8D altho i bet those people in my school would think so >.>

anyways. im gonna stop reading for a day FUHHH it's quite tiring. not really a day la, but.. >.> and i should watch some drama HAHAHAHA. i've been watching ONE episode of the new drama and read book. WTH RIGHT I KNOW.

HOWS LIFE YOU PEOPLE. i have a date with darling tmr 8D teehee.

hmm. im sorry i always bore you (dont think you'll reach here) with my book things -.-

and hor. i realised that I CAN USE MY LIBRARY CARD 8D awesomeness. ngehehehe. it's made of plastic okay idk what PERPUSTAKAAN MALAYSIA card is made of but it's so cool. and im being random. teehee.

VERY SIEN AH. this week seems too long i think. CANT WAIT FOR NEXT HOLS. which is on the 30th March T______T dunno counted as long or short.
short: another 5 mondays to go.
long: another 36 days to go. waaaaaaaaa T_T

sheet i needa peeeeeee BAI!

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FINISHED LUCY IN THE SKY. in two days! cant believe it. haha
it was a really good one. seriously. SALUTE PAIGE TOON!
now im gonna read The Playgroup by Janey Fraser.

okay. scratch that.

so yeah holidays gonna end damn soon T____T
and guess what my cousins are here!
thanks to them i managed to take picture for my school's film studies project :B

hmmm nth much.. OH YEAH I'VE GOT MAILSS! AGAIN 8D
from Eileen and Vic. heehee.

BYE!

IT'S HALF TERM HOLS PEOPLEEE

got quite a lot of hw. not really.. erm, two sets of maths papers (-,-) and one ppt. I NEVER GET HOMEWORK DURING SCHOOLDAYS but when it comes to hols.. never expected any and there it goes. two sets of maths ERGH I HATE MATHSSSSS.

oh anyways. i bought FOUR BOOKS at a time on Tuesday 8D it feels so great HAHAAHAHA.

this four books! YOU KNOW I BOUGHT LUCY IN THE SKY FOR £2 ONLYYYYYYY. i thought £3 summore! imagine. £2 is RM10! i know you can get this price during BookFair la but £2 8D but it's kinda mini tho -.- small fonts. i wonder. haha.

started on The Undomestic Goddess :B havent really got into the climax tho. erm Me Before You is a sad story. i actually didnt want to buy it but i saw the book in amazon.co.uk and it has LOTSA GOOD REVIEWS. among the 126+ people, none of them reviewed less than 3 stars (over 5) so yeah i think i shall have a go?

last two days in my school's library i came across Before I Die by Jenny Downham.

i read it because the plot is quite nice and remember the Before I Die pictures? haha. it was a really good novel. damn sad tho. that's why i hate depressing novels ._. but it's very inspiring :) and i took three hours+ to skim read the novel 8D DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF OKAY ahaahaha. the fastest record xD and and and! there's a film adaption of this novel. it's called Now Is Good (from wiki) and the main character is DAKOTA FANNING 8DDDD erm yes the Twilight's Jane (HAHA). just knew that the filming began on last July and is in post-production woots! kinda cant wait for it :B

AND YOU KNOW WHAT. my sister and i bought a guitar!
each of us contributed £25. it's a very simple and the most basic + not nice-looking one. ugh but it's okayyyyy. hmm dunno if i have the time to play it tho. but actually since a few years ago, i've always wanted to play guitar :BB

TADAA!

:)

Chick Lit!

I am just soooooo in love with books. and i feel weird -.-
i mean, it's fine to get addicted to books but i never thought that i will!
hahaha.

And I only liked those Chick Lit genres. Lighthearted romance, contemporary fiction and comedy love stories. Which they live happily ever after -.- hahaha. i particularly hate those depressing and heartbreaking stories. which make me feel uneasy or depressing. Typical me :P

I kept on searching and searching for books non-stop and i think my bookmark will get BOOMED.
Just finished Sleeping Arrangements by Sophie Kinsella and it's really nice although there's a few parts which are rather very steamy (-____-) and disgusting. A tiny part(s). Luckily. haha. I finished reading it in three days! :DDD Im impressed by myself. xD

You know, yesterday I finished reading, then today in school I didnt have any book to read :( Actually i went out yesterday and saw LOADSA books on sale. But i thought that I just started Sleeping Arrangements so what for buying new books. BUT NEVER DID I KNOW im gonna finish that in one day 8D which i started a few days ago.

OH AND I FORGOT TO TELL YOU.

IT SNOWED LAST SATURDAY

Hehehehehehee. had loadsa fun. ;) more pictures in my facebook. 8D snowman and snow angel!

anyways. so.. im gonna buy new books tomorrow :DDDD and am planning to buy three or four books at a time >:) cz next week's HOLIDAYSSSSSSS. superrrrr. cant be more happy. hahaha gonna get rid of school matters for a period of time.. i hope.
ugh unless there's homework! which i've already gotten one today. luckily it's just a tiny amount. evaluation of something. right on my finger tip :P
hoping that there's not much homework :( just lemme finish by this Saturday then i can get my hands on the books i bought(hopefully tomorrow) heeeeh.

so yeah. im gonna hunt some books in this store which sells 2 books for £7!! and some for £3 :DDD a lil' cheaper than on internet. heheheheheheh. come to think of it, I REGRETTED SO MUCH FOR NOT BUYING YESTERDAY! those £3 books right, they just chuck it in one steel rack and let you choose. like those in... morning market? haha. some are torn T___T i only like those perfectly new (which are gone probably) but.. oh well. i'll see tmr :)

here's a list of books i've been looking at. but i know you wont bother anyway -.-
even me, myself think that the topics im writing are getting more and more boring. agree?
y'know.. i just couldnt get a more interesting topic to talk about. like......... dunno.

                 

and I HEART LONDON is coming outttttt!!

i laik series novel 8D which recently i've read The Accidental Proposal (sequel from The Ex-Boyfriend Handbook and Ex-Grilfriend United).

Ever since I've started going mad about books, I realised that a tiny part of me wished to write a book review 8D as in, create a website and write reviews about hundreds of books. like this. and get free novels to read :B haahaha. silly right xD

hmmm anyways i wont start on that I HEART series first cz.. idk. i wanna read..

this first :)

*rubs hand* hahahaha.

heading off now.

last but not least..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR VICTORIAAAAAAAAAA

Stay HAPPY PRETTY and BUBBLY!

lotsa love, SEE KEE :DDDD

Out of Difficulties, Makes Miracle.

Didn't go to the gym today :( and i ain't happy. My brother's fault! for not willing to stay 45 minutes after school -.- ahh long story. but never mind that cz it's not important, you see. haha.
they say exercising can release stress so yeah now im stress. just blabbing teehee.

oh anyways. i still have 65 pages left for The Accidental Proposal! so excited (:B!) but sad (:() that im gonna finish reading it. just like any nice dramas, i hate it when im finally finished watching/reading it cz you are brought into the world in it. if you get what i mean. hee.

brought Zac for a walk just now :D not a walk, i sat in the car. haha. and captured lotsa pictures randomly :)

 erm, this was taken quite long ago. hee.

self-shot before going out xD

 err this was taken last few days.

and yeah. SLEEPING ARRANGEMENTS :D

cant wait to get my hands on it! *rubs hand* ahahah.

it was actually very bright but i have no idea why it turned out this dark -.- 

 BEAUTIFUL ISNT IT.

i was like O_O is this the sky?

looks more like painting to me xD

look at this!

guess what i've planted?

TULIPSSSSSS :DDDD

blooming in April!! hehehehehehe <3

erm, sorry to say but i've got no .. mood to write :P cz my brother is watching Youtube on tv! hahaah bye! <3

OH AND IT'S FRIDAY TMR YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
seeing my friends signing orientation make me feel so sad :( you know when i was back in form 3 or 4, i was like "i wanna torture my juniors in the future >:)". but i dont have the chance now T__T in here it's like so boringg! nth entertaining ugh.

oh and the pictures of every events that is happening. Interact Club installation, Sien's open house etc. i wish i were there! in the pictures, as memories. haih. you know, i've always wished to wear that whole black uniform (altho it's a bit not 吉利 haha) with that silver tie! so cool! hahaha i know it sounds stupid kay but stillllll. hee.

Books!

I've been reading The Accidental Proposal recently. A book which I bought ages ago and read a tiny part of it before then stopped (I KNOW) AND now i'm getting my hands back on this! hahaha. i am that kinda person who doesn't touch a book at all if i don't feel like reading, and the book will be left abandoned. BUT once i've started reading, i'll keep on and has the feeling of finishing it in days!

So recently, when I read this Accidental Proposal thingy, I went and search for other books (weird, i know) and start "hunting" for more books. i know this is somewhat stupid but.. erm i just feel like it :B
I saw "Sleeping Arrangements" by Madeleine Wickham (Sophie Kinsella) and bought it on eBay :D it's just 99p 'cause the owner said it's a duplicated Xmas pressie :) and IT'S BRAND NEW :B ngehehehehe.
then i went on and on and on to look for more awesome books and now, there're more than 20 books i've bookmarked in my webpage -.- HAHAHAHA.
oh btw. go check our Lindsey Kelk's "I Heart.." series. There're I Heart Paris, I Heart London, I Heart Vegas, I Heart New York and I Heart.. something I forgot. Or is that it? Yeah I suppose they're awesome :B

some of the I HEART series :B

cool riggggghhhhhhhtttt.

hmm. i didn't thought that i would love reading too x) you know, i'm the "tv and drama" type. but i only like the Contemporary Fiction genre. Romance comedy, to be precise. don't like those sad, melancholy types of books. like. *thinks* war.. or deaths.. or.. dunno. something like that.

i can actually imagine that one day, i'm gonna have a shelf which i'll place all the books i've read on it :) it feels different with books and shelves in your room :B one of my dreams is to have my own room! with my own things and all :B

And I forgot to mention that I have free second period for EVERYDAY in school, and ALL FREE BEFORE LUNCH on Thurdays. Can you believe it? That it certainly not a good thing. Ugh. 'Cause there's nothing for me to do! :( It's not like in SAB, when one single teacher is absent, we cheered like nobody's business and words can't describe our feelings. hahaha.

Hmm. School's been boring, as usual. Oh and you know what! Actually, my sister and I used to go home at 12 every Wednesday because after lunch, we've got no lessons (time for co-co). But now, they don't let us go home! T____T they said they'll amrk our attendance every Weds after lunch T_T which means, another TWO boring hours in school. Guess what im gonna do? bring a book and read. that's why im hunting for books nowdays! :B oh and bring some dramas too :B we can use the computer :)

Studying in here is not that stressful, i'd say. but everyday is fill with ASSIGNMENTS and CONTROLLED ASSESSMENTS (CA). CA-s are damn annoying but it's much better cz in Malaysia, we have all those monthly intervention which can drive us crazy. now they ask us to prepare IN CLASS, break the 2 hours (for example) into two/three lessons (never-ending) and we do it like how we do homework in class. but the thing is, we have to write thousands of words -.- at first when i knew, i was like O_____________O one(English)/two(Humanities)-thousand words? luckily i didnt really struggle cause it's much easier when teacher breaks down the time. like, 30 minutes per lesson. and in that 30 minutes, you can actually write more than you thought you can :) well, not sure you'll understand but nevermind that. haha.

oh the most important thing: I ACTUALLY WANTED TO WRITE A TINY PARAGRAPH cause i wanted to read my book but ended up writing long-winded things. well that's me teehee.

ps: i saw the weather forecast and it says it's gonna snow tmr, saturday and maybe sunday. i didnt really believe tho -.- too much disappointment. hahaha.
pps: NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL YAYYYYYY.
ppps: ON MONDAY, i had to run another 12 minutes for public services. hope that wont kill me. i think i'll be fine *grins*

BYE!