IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY HOMEWORK.

...just that i think i should revive my blog. since there's a shoutout from miss wonglisien asking me to post :P

Initially i wanted to just type:

Hello I've blogged yoohoo. Bye <3

...  but you know. when you get your hands on the keyboard, you should just let your thoughts flow.

So here goes the rants.

A LVLS ARE SO MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT :((

It's like. SO MUCH HOMEWORK. not to compared with SPM okay. I know SPM is a loooooot harder. just that i seriously didnt see it coming. now it's like going back to form four. loads of homework everyday. Some of them which i dreaded to do. :( especially film studies. I just realised that i didnt really favour this subject. Compared to law (the most homework i've got -.-), i really dont mind studying it from fresh. Maybe im bored with this subject. Since i've been doing this last year. And thankfully, I've got an A* for Film Studies :) Come to think of it, I should've chosen English Lit. Ahhhh decisions again. I hate making decisions. This is my worst weakness. Damn.

AND LAW! I JUST GOT PRAISED BY TEACHER HEEHEE. that teacher rarely praises students one ah! Last week I got a choc from him too :B me and another guy for scoring good marks in a mini test :) Not really good actually -.- 36/64. And then last lesson, he marked my mock exam paper and was impressed with my essay :) and no one has ever answered like this before for the first time (first mock exam). Basically we had to revise before the lesson plus we already knew the question beforehand. SAB students should know this: E.g the Eng lit paper, where we knew soalan bocor then we memorised the sample answer like siao. Exactly the same concept. I just dont get it why they cant score in this paper -.- You just memorise the answer for the question which can be found in textbook. So yeah. SABians boleh! To be honest, Im really proud that im from Malaysia, from SAB the Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi. I miss my friends :( Looking at the pictures make me feel nostalgic.

So yes, A lvls has started. I cant wait to end this ITS JUST THE BEGINNING. Im doing psycho, law, photography and film studies. Currently, im highly interested in Law and Photography. Only. Psychology is so-so. But film studies. Haih. I should stop complaining. It's MY decision after all. It's not that bad really. I just didnt really like it. I think i might start regretting. Which is the least thing i wanna get myself into. Regrets. Thinking positively, I can drop this next year :D SO IT'S NOT TOO BAD HEEHEEHEE. I just made myself feel BETTER :B like really.. youknowme xD

Enough enough. Let's talk about um, uni :D I WANNA GO TO UNI SO BADLY. idk why. I JUST WANT FREEDOM. not really freedom, but. well you know what i mean. hee. At the moment, I think I wanna study Law and Business in Uni :) It's one whole subject btw. Dunno why, I just like it.

I just realised how time zoomed pass. Im gonna spend another Christmas here. Like, SO SOON. after that, exam. I reeeeally need to do well. At least a B an A. I wanna get into a good Uni like University of Birmingham and make my parents proud. Ok this is getting too far hahaha.

oh i miss my hobbies T_T i miss reading without caring about the time. i miss painting, which is a recent hobby i've found. i miss taking photographs based on my mood. now, most of my time is occupied with HOMEWORK HOMEWORK AND HOMEWORK. and coursework (mostly film studies. i just dont have the creativity and stuff).

BYTHEWAY, i've thought of my Xmas present hahahaa:

1. Bicycle (idk why, but it's nice to have a bike to cycle around the neighbourhood :B gam fei hahaha)
2. Tripod (I guess i should buy this with my own money. Wont cost too much actually, just need to save at least a few £ every week ;) )
3. Instant Camera (Average price £80 including the films. Still considering)

I forgot what else -.- hahahah. will update this list every now and then till Christmas xD

Okay. I think i should really stop here then go to bathe then watch drama (TODAY LAST EPISODE T___T which is one of the reasons that im feeling a lil' down today) and then HOMEWORK. I NEED TO FINISH THEM LAAAAAAA.

p.s I THINK IM GONNA HAVE P SOON grrrrrrrr. no good no good. stomache feel uncomfortable :( moody and all. HAIH. why am i a girl.

p.p.s im sorry i wrote an essay out of this post -.- I NEED PICTURES URGH but.. hee.

TILL THEN BYE.