2012.

I know it's 2013 already and there's no point looking back, but i just wanna recall bits and pieces that have happened in the previous year. i wanted to do this yesterday 31/12/12 but... hehehehehe.

So. i shall divide year 2012 into two. Because half of it, I had my GCSE and another half I've proceeded into AS level. LOOK HOW COMPLICATED MY LIFE IS. haha. but it's okay, im getting used to it :)

The first half was.. rather BORING, i would say. cz there were a bunch of immature kids (YES KIDS) in my class. Dont get me wrong, i know it's not like i was very mature or something, but AT LEAST i wont swear at teachers and roll my eyes at them. How disrespectful. That's one of the reasons i didnt wanna make friends with them. Well, SOME of them. Some other were quite nice and friendly, and it's just that they swear WAAAY too much. Ugh.And erm the GCSE year was alright, it didnt feel like a school year to be honest. I only revised the NIGHT before the exams. and i nearly slept while holding the books. haha. So i had my results during the Summer hols :) It was an alright results, A* for both Film Studies (WHICH MADE ME DO IT IN AS LEVEL) and Maths, A for Humanities and B for English. Oh and Distinction for Public Services' coursework. And bear in mind that they dont really care about your results in GCSE -.- You just need to PASS everything, then you can go straight to A lvls. That's why the teachers didnt really put much pressure on us, which made us lazy. Actually that was it, for the first half 2012.

Then, in the next half, IM IN A LVLS :D It's like a brand new start, cz normally in Msia we start a new school year in January. It's quite warm when school started :) So I've chosen Law, Psychology, Film Studies and Photography. No Maths. Everyone was like giving me that "kind-of" look when they knew i didnt take Maths. It's because.. I HATE MATHS. and erm, I know Maths is important in all fields but I dont think i'll be using it really often. I mean, im okay in looking at numbers, but PLEASE no x y and z. So yeah. Im glad that i made that choice :) It didnt really affect me much, and if you let me choose again, i still wont choose Maths. It's very rare that im being so DECISIVE. hahaha. Okay so at first when i was choosing the subjects my main choice was Psychology. I took Law for the sake of taking it, until I really studied it :) I LOVE LAW HAHAHAHA omg im crazy. So it's between Psychology and Law now :) Both subjects have SO MUCH TO REMEMBER. luckily im used to this :) And i've chosen Film Studies because there's no other subject :( Not that I HATE it, just didnt really enjoy it much, cz you see, THERE'RE ONLY FOUR STUDENTS IN CLASS including me T.T oh well, And photography! Didnt needa sit for exam hohohoho.
Okay enough about the subjects. Im sure i told you something about these before hahaha.
I like A Lvls :) I've made more friends, LIKE REALLY. haha. i didnt really talk much in the past half months -.- AND THAT'S SO NOT ME. So during A lvls, the people are more erm, civilised? hahaha. Really. it's quite funny tho, cz at first i was like SO QUIET. and we had this seating plans, so i was always with this older student and another guy. Again, i didnt talk much. I didnt get to talk, so i had to concentrate in the lesson. HAHA how pathetic. So when teacher asked ques, I could answer them. The answers are right in the textbook actually. Haha. Until a few lessons where we didnt have seating plans, I sat with a few friends I just made. Then only I got to talk. Fuh, SUCH A LONG PROCESS. hahaha. and now i have quite many friends :D although they're not particularly close ones, stilll. :) And the trip to Frank Chapman gave me the opportunity to know even more friends!
It seems like A lvls has been a year, but actually it's just 4 months -.- hahaha. I feel so because IM GONNA HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK AND NEXT NEXT WEEK :S WISH ME LUCK!
oh and did i tell you, i got 94% for Psychology mock :D Oh why isnt it a real exam T_T and I had my Law mock before holidays but i havent got my results yet :S my teacher ACTUALLY PHONED some of my friends regarding their results! omg so scared. haha. hope i wont disappoint my teachers :) oh and did i tell u! i've been revising quite hard these few days, cz i was "room" alone for 5 1/2 days! HOHOHOHO. my sister was away with her friends in London so i get to use the room alone by myself! <3 FREEDOMMM.
oh and i joined this fitness thingy for every Wednesday afternoon (they dont let us go home anymore T_T so we had to join something), and i feel healthier!! :) and yes, i met more friends there haha.

well 2012 should be an alright year, until we got the news that my aunt passed away. It's such a tragic news, but we all know that live still goes on.

And last but not least, I MISS YOU PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA! i really do :) have a great year ahead. all the best in work/ those who're gonna start college or uni. <3

So that's basically (not really haha) it :) Thanks for the memories, 2012!


it's quite amazing how simple little things can make drastic changes to our lives :)