I just realised that when I came to the UK, I deleted my old blog. Which was full of memories. Full of everything I did in the past 8 or so years. Why am I so stupid? I cant believe that I actually deleted that. I thought it was a cool decision. To delete everything from the past and 'start afresh.' To those who are planning to do the same thing, don't. You will regret this decision. Because you would not be able to remembers all those things that had happened in the past but were not stored in your mind anymore. Because you wont be able to recall the goods and bads that shaped your life.
This could be the sign to tell me that I actually need to move on; the past is in the past. (Maybe singing Let It Go would make me feel better. I'm joking, it wouldn't)
Obviously I need to move on BUT I DONT WANNA ERASE EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING because there are times I feel like looking back at those bittersweet memories and remind me that life works that way.
Seriously though WHAT ON EARTH WAS I THINKING?!
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