Tomorrow is a gift.

HELLO :) i wanted to update my blog so badly ytd, because it was such a good day :)

Yesterday was so warm, even looking outside made me feel happy because of the sun. SUNSHINE MAKES ME HAPPY. really. how ironic, it's totally the opposite in Msia. But oh well. So yeah, i changed my coat and lucky me, i remembered to take my key fob and locker key :D and also my phone. It just came to me that i forgot to take those things. And I love Tuesdays because I have Law and Psychology only :) My two favourite subjects. During free time, i made my own Caramel Latte which i brought to school from home. Tiny little things make me happy :) During Law lesson, i felt so relaxed! like, not so stressed. Cz it was another teacher teaching us. She's nice :) it's good to have her once in a while. We didnt *ahem* do too much in that lesson, just going through something we learned in the past lessons and answering some questions together. It's less stressful, and in fact a very relaxing lesson, partly cz she doesnt question us individually. When a teacher questions the students individually every lesson, you know you have to be prepared. PLUS. WE HAVE NO HOMEWORK FOR THAT LESSON. HOW AWESOME. usually we have so many pages to do. :') i was chilling these few days. and didnt have to stay back today to finish my work. you know, i cant work at home :P so yeah. OH. and i went out shopping with my mom. and bro. bought a new coat :D furry coat <3 i've always wanted to buy a coat. But cant find any. And it's so cheap :') £15. im gonna take a picture of it tmr cz im gonna wear it for the first time during my results day. Hope it'll bring me luck! Since the title for March Photoaday for tmr is "Something You Wore", im gonna upload it on instagram as well :D what a coincidence <3 that's basically the good things that'd happened ytd. It's not much. But as i said, tiny little things make me happy :)

SO. talking about today. I had this end of unit test for Psychology, and it was alright :) a bit more difficult than the past unit tho. But i think i should be fine :) AND THE RESULTS ARE IN THE SCHOOL SINCE THIS MORNING. IT'S LIKE SO NEAR YET SO FAR. it's there, but we could never reach it today. the teachers knew the results already, and my friends were like, LOOK AT THEIR FACE EXPRESSION AND MOOD. then they went to see my Psychology teacher and she went "sorry girls, i cant tell you yet," with her normal face. The funniest thing i've heard was their business teacher who has that poker face all the time when they asked her things and replied with that monotone voice. ahahahaah.

then i had this Law teacher from another class, she said "Good luck girls :)" and THAT MADE ME EVEN MORE NERVOUS. and i saw my Law teacher, he looked normal, a bit stressed i would say. which made me even even more nervous. everyone looked a bit depressed. and freaked out. haha. including the students i mean. okay im really nervous now.

And thanks people who wished me luck :) i really need that. i hope tmr is the best day of the year :) idk whether i'll be emotional and shed a tear of joy tho. IM SO SCARED. we have to be in the hall and 9am, have some kind of assembly till 10.35am and have our results. omg suspense is killing me.

i suddenly thought of this getting-results feeling. to me getting results marks the end of school year and that's when we achieve what we want to achieve throughout the whole year with hardwork and determination. opening the results sleeve is like putting a stop in what we've learned in the past. It's a mixed feeling, really. Part of me actually want to keep this hope and expectation but another major part of me wants to take the result so badly. You get what i mean? but actually i wanna take my results more than not knowing it. hahaha. it's just the tiny part of me which keeps thinking too much. especially when i have loads of Film Studies (never-ending) work to do.

Oh on Monday, my Film Studies teacher was so funny! Well her class is always fun and funny but it's just too much work :( oh anyways, she said "oh girls i've read your essays. i enjoyed reading them! ... but then i read mine again." HAHAHAHAHA. you get what it means? you know, when we were writing essays in lesson, we were at page 2 squeezing our brain for more ideas whilst she's on the 6th page. SIXTH. we were like, omg our essays will sound so crappy after we've read Miss's hahaha.

IM SO SCARED. today during fitness electives time i was still thinking about the results although i was so exhausted working out for 1+ hours. i really dont wanna disappoint my teachers and mom. i wanna show them i can strive it. I actually thought working out would occupy my mind for a sec, because i'd have to listen to my teacher's instructions for the steps, but it didnt really turn out that way. i think im thinking and stressing myself too much. but oh well. that's where my motivation come from :)

No matter what results im gonna get, im gonna work harder and put myself in the best position i can be :)

wish me luck! i'll update you as soon as i possibly can :)