but you know, when it's 'supposed to', it never happens. I'm gonna do it today. Definitely. Maybe not finish, but start.
Oh, I'm writing my personal statement when I'm not even applying to Unis because my law teacher has kindly shown me a law programme run by the Sutton Trust which will take place in Warwick University. She told me that I should apply for it. It's some programme designed for students from a less-privileged area (although idk how it applies to me). The deadline is on Monday o__o and i've got to complete the application form by that time. But then I've got so much things to do. That's why I've got to finish it by today (hopefully but dont think it will happen) or tomorrow, send it to my law teachers to proofread and wait for their reply and send it off latest on Sunday night. I need 1500 words for that :( Idek how to start -__-
Good thing is, I can edit this and use it again when I apply to universities next year. I hope I'm admitted to the programme :( Firstly, it will give me so much experience and 'opens' my eyes into universities life. We get to go to this residential workshops in Warwick.
I'm really grateful to have such teachers :') it's like, they dont even have to do all these. Maybe it's good for the school, but she helps me to email this and that.. idk. Just grateful. I actually still remember the first day I met her :'D i was doing the stupid mock exams which were not even marked. And she came into the class and used the computer haha.
Oh and today my Geography teachers showed us our progress phase. It's the assessment of our learning in lessons and independent learning. I was expecting pretty low grading but it was actually good :') And my work got read out by my teacher. although it's really embarrassing, it actually showed that my hardwork is noticed. I feel really intimidated in the class. Cz it's like everyone knows their stuff from GCSE Geography and then there's me wondering what on earth they are talking about. But then now I think I'm learning in the classes so I feel a tiny bit more confident. Well, maybe Geography isn't that bad at all :) ... although I'm still getting used to the way they teach. But let's focus on the positive side! wait no. it sudden strikes me that we actually have a mock next week. pfft.
And History was pretty good. There's just me in the class. So I can ask whatever I want there. I feel like chatting with my teacher sometimes but it feels weird cz im studying on my own and imagine that I suddenly ask her a random question. Haha. Well I did ask her once. I asked her if she had free time when I wasnt meant to be in her class and she said yeah, but doesnt mind that cz I'm not too much hardwork. awww. she's so sweet. She marked my first essay and I've got 27/30 :DDDD Since it's homework and I was allowed to use my notes, I should actually get full marks but ... it's still good! :D I really
I wanted to talk about my Law class but I wanna do that last. Heh.
My Psychology class is alright now :) I think it's just the need of some time to get used to the new class and time (it's in the afternoon now :( ). I have a few funny people in the class, although they do get a bit too much sometimes. Tbh it hasnt changed much. I mean, in terms of.. I dont always talk to other people in my original psychology lessons anyway. So that makes no difference practically. I used to think that one of my psychology teachers is quite cool. As in, pretty strict. But she's not actually. I chatted for a while with her yesterday, and she smiles a lot. Idk how to explain that but maybe it's the 'in and out of lesson' thing.
Here it is. I really love my Law class :'))))))) I cant repeat this enough. Haha. My closest friend in school was there with me. There were some changes to the people in my class. I used to not like it but I find it okay now. I like how my law teacher makes fun of his cousin (the funniest guy in class), the two guys from another school who used to be so 'into their own world' become more friendly and actually talk to us, the new guy who always start a debate with my friend, one of our friends from another group joined us, my law teachers' sarcasm (although sometimes it doesnt sound sarcastic [that's the funny part] ), i get along with the people there, my law teachers are always concerned about my studies, the way my law teacher looked when my close friend and I hugged each other for not seeing each other for the whole day (IT'S REALLY FUNNY), and lots more (actually I cant think of anymore but trust me, THERE IS MORE.) !
I think my passion for school has come back.
I really wanna take a minute to thank God for everything I have.
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