It was my birthday! :)

Yesterday.

It was my birthday. Remember how I said I didn't put it up on Facebook? Yup, not many remembered.

But then! The important ones did :D And I think that's enough. Forget the meaningless ones, I got really heartwarming messages from my closest friends ever! Of course I never expect them to forget. But the messages + songs (yup) were really funny and sweet at the same time. Anddd! My brother got me this medium sized teddy! For the first time ever, the teddy's head is bigger than mine! How cute. He's so annoying but I think he grew up and pretend to be changed to have a "kind" image. Haha. I spoke to my besties from Malaysia via Whatsapp, and I also webcam-ed with my besties (I have loads haha)! They made my life so much better. Seriously. WHICH IS WHY I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK NEXT YEAR!!!

That aside, I felt pretty lonely though. Sigh. I stayed home all day. Well, I did go out for an hour to get something with my mom but that was it. It was actually my plan to stay home all day 'cause I thought I would enjoy it. But I didn't. I think partly it's because of the fact that this is the first time ever I did not celebrate it with anyone. In Malaysia, everyone was always at home so I was never by myself. This time, my mom had to work in the shop from afternoon till night (that sucks, I know) and there was no school. I could have gone to school for revision, but nope. No revision on my birthday (just an excuse to not feel guilty for not revising on a Saturday tbh haha). I am grateful though. At least nothing went wrong. Plus, I watched Infinite Challenge and Running Man all day :B Talking about this, I watched the Chinese version of RM and it really pissed me off. My mom was like, shall we watch this? and I went "why not since I can watch Jongkook" BUT NO. There was no point. At all. The movie, I mean. Yes, they made a movie out of this and everyone was acting (aside from JK cs he didnt even know what they were on about hahaha only in his world examining the hints). The actors/actresses were crying and stuff and my brother and I were there like "what?" Very, very annoying. Apart from JK's scenes, I pretty much wasted 1h 15m of my life on that.

Oh, and I forgot to mention in my previous post (where I wanted update you about my life haha). I got hyperthyroidism. And I'm really, really sad. Apparently it is a life-threatening disease. My worry is not about that, because it was diagnosed anyways and if it's treated now then it would be okay. But.. I'm gonna gain weight eating the medicine T___T That is like one of the worst things ever. I really wanna start exercising for a start, and I cant because it is gonna strain my heart. Second, I AM ALREADY... fat. How far am I supposed to go -.- Either way, no worries, I'm not gonna avoid having the medicine because of this, of course. But yeah. "My life sucks." That pretty much sums up everything.

And to make things worse, exams in three weeks and I still haven't started hard-core revision till the extent that I am freaking out. I never felt this bad. But I just have no motivation. At all. Especially for History because I know that even though I worked hard for it, all I get from that will be criticisms. I really wanna skip lessons too but it will be "my fault for not turning up to lessons if I don't get my target grade." Freaking hell.

As much as I hate it, I still have to do my History essay. Now. So.. bye! Wish me luck! Not for exams. For tomorrow because I have a History lesson tomorrow with the teacher who has worse moodswings than us girls (yes, he's a guy) when we're on our period. Seriously, no one can beat that.