Flying colours.

Today was results day! It was a really long day. We reached school at 8.45am, then waited in the hall from 9am. The suspense was really killing me. Really. The teacher went through what we would receive on the day and also the grade boundaries. So at 10.20am (thank God it was earlier, they told us to expect results at 10.25am [i just realised it's just 5 mins earlier -.-]) and we went to the canteen next door and collect our results. before that my Law teacher came to my friends who were sitting in front of me and said "four of you will get A-C," and they went WOOHHHOOOHOOHOOHOO. "One A, one B and two C's". and even more WOOHOHOHOHO. i was sitting at the back like, what about me T____T so they asked us to bring our envelope which contained our results and open it in the Portakabin. You know, I COULDNT EVEN WAIT ANYMORE so i opened it and stole a look at it.. AND.. TADAAA.

A for Law, A for Psychology!

I was over the moon!

At first I looked at the "level" column and my heart literally skipped a beat. Thank God i recovered from that mini heart attack when i opened my eyes wider. 116/120 for Law!!! 90/100 for Psychology!!!

The feeling I was having wasnt counted as happy, but dont get me wrong. I AM happy, but not at that moment. It's more like a relief? BIG relief Yet sliiiiight disappointment. It's a mixed feeling really. Not to brag about my results, but that's just how I feel. I was, still am, really overwhelmed by the results. At one very moment I felt like crying. But of course I didnt. I cant believe it's 4 marks to full marks! This is higher than I expected, cz i thought HONESTLY i was gonna get 100-110. It was quite a tough paper. And once in a while I actually kept counting before I sleep how many marks I would give if I was to mark my own paper. and as harshly as i could be, I gave myself 109. FOUR MARKS TO FULL MARKS MAN. In fact my teacher said he's surprised that i didnt get 100% on this. How nice. haha. I didnt dare to put too high expectations for Law tho. Scared that I might fall even harder if I didnt get the results I wanted.

So after I opened my results, my friends came and told me that they "guessed" I'm 4 marks to full marks. I was like O___O HOW DID U KNOW? they were like "we guessed." but in the end they told me my law teacher was telling the other law teachers about it and one of my friends heard it. remember i told you the teachers knew the results yesterday? and they were like so depressed. haha. but i think most of them are happy. cz we were told that our year has achieved the best January exam results. YAY!

Oh and two of my friends in my law class and another from the other class got A too! I'm so proud of them :) they worked really hard in this! And our law teachers are pretty pleased with our results ;) i heard that there was a student a few years ago who got full marks for this exam @.@ incredible man. Haha. So yeah.

And about Psychology, i actually expected to be more than 95. But 90 is still really good to me :) In fact I'm the only one who's got an A :)

I'm really proud of myself!

So in the evening we had parents evening. And look at what my teachers commented about me!

Top to bottom: Film Studies, Law, Photography, Psychology.

Besides results, that made my day, really. I'm the kind of person who cares quite much about what others think about me. Guess that's my little weakness. But i feel that's the only way to improve, to make sure what is better for me. AND LOOK AT THE LAW COMMENT. A* MAN, A*. how can i not be overwhelmed? AND THAT INCLUDES A2 WHICH IS NEXT YEAR.

So i talked to my teacher one by one. Firstly I talked to my photography teacher because no one was there. We took a couple minutes, talking about preparing for my controlled assessment in 26th April.

Then my Film Studies teachers, one who I've just seen in lesson 2 hours before HAHAHA, and she said she didnt really know what else to say, cz we basically talk about everything in lesson. Rmb i told you we only have 4 students in lesson? So yeah. And erm she said if possible she wanted to push me to Grade A (my predicted grade is B) since I've got an A in both Psychology and Law. then my another FS teacher said the similar thing, and also because I've done GCSE Film Studies and got an A*, it's possible to push it further.

And my Psychology teacher, she said she's so proud of me! :') and im the only one who's got an A in the whole year 12. Honestly i think AQA the exam board made the grade boundaries higher. So many people got bad results in AQA board's exam! Like Eng Lit and stuff. So yeah. And she asked me whether Im continuing it next year and i said "definitely!". She said if i dont say "definitely" she's gonna make me do it anyway. Hahah.

Then Law. Fuh SUCH A LONG QUEUE. Yeah I talked to my teacher and it only took me a few minutes o.o other people took so long. So he said he's really proud of me and now I have to focus on getting an A* next year! He asked me how i find the new unit, and i was like, the previous unit is so much more straightforward. He agreed and said that's the worrying part. Cz the school used to do the second unit first and then the first unit. So when this year's people get good grades, they're gonna think "oh I got good results already anyway so Unit 2 shouldnt be a problem." and dont revise hard for it. some of them in my class did in fact say that this unit is so easy. And i would never describe any subject as "easy". I was like, why is every one saying easy but im kinda struggling @.@ Oh and he said make sure i remind him to talk about sorting out my subjects. Seems like staying in school for another isnt an option for me anymore :P I dont mind really :)

So that's basically it! Im so proud of everyone I know and myself today :) Everyone was happy although some of them may resit the exams again.

Last but not least, I'd like to thank you people ( ;) ) from Msia who wished me luck! Thanks so much :) I feel so loved. haha.

I've been typing this for more than half an hour. Gotta sleep now, BYE!