Expectations.

“That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.”

― Paulo Coelho, The Zahir

Oh hello there! :)

Today was an okay day. I really enjoyed my psychology lesson. We were divided into groups and had to create a "lesson" for next week; we be the teachers. I had always hated group work, cz i used to be divided into the group where people just sit there and do nothing. Which is pretty frustrating and annoying, i would say. But surprisingly and FORTUNATELY, this time my teammates were really fun and we finished planning right on time. We had fun planning the lesson, doing powerpoint presentations and finding funny pictures. I really enjoyed that :)

But one thing that ruined my mood is that im gonna miss my Law lesson on friday because of my Photography exam urgh. It's like a controlled assessment, where you stay in the class for the whole 5 hours (9 till 3pm) and finish editing your photographs or whatever there is to do. But I DONT WANNA MISS MY LAW LESSON. we're on this most difficult topic ever and we're gonna learn one of the hardest part on that day. I went to ask my teacher whether we can go after we've finished, but she said no. we have to stay for the whole 5 hours omg. I mean, i'd rather do something productive than staying in the classroom and do nothing :( I might bring something there to do, just in case. Butttt. I DONT WANNA MISS THE LESSON T_____T why isnt the exam on Thursday? :( then i could skip Film Studies heeheehee. Really :((( Im gonna ask my teacher what i can do to catch up on the lesson. Sigh. Life just gets so complicated. Why cant it be more simple?

I have more to write but my bro needa use the comp SIGH. TOLD YA LIFE IS COMPLICATED.