Ill.

Im ill :( diarrhoea and vomits omg. what's happening to me? UK is not suitable for me, i needa go back to Msia asap. Like seriously.

Okay im seriously sick of being sick. This is really getting in my way. Ugh so frustrated.

So I started revising for History today. I havent got a clue about what im supposed to do. Sigh. I know Im supposed to make mindmaps, but how? and about what? Idk how to narrow down everything :/ It's okay i'll figure it out. Sigh. I actually planned to finish the whole textbook within this week. But i was ill so i couldnt be on par with my schedule (the study timetable i did). But then i thought, why must i finish the whole book? I can leave some to the weekend, although i'd have so much things to do that time. and im gonna have a mock exam on wednesday! Im quite excited really. Cz it's like, the main point is not to aim to get as high a grade as possible (although that IS my whole aim), it's to see what i know at the moment. And try to improve and improve and improve towards the real exam (omg).

Exams are around the corner, im so scared! I dont feel as confident as i was in the first exam. I think it's because i have two more exams, which means four altogether and im not sure i'll get the grades i want.

i hope everything will be alright. it just went so wrong these two weeks.

Oh actually my whole point (not really) of writing this post is to say how much im looking forward to going to school. Idk why I wanna go to school. Actually i do. It's because in school, i just have to stick to the timetable and dont have to plan what to do at home after i wake up everyday. At least something will be done in school. I worked too hard at home, sometimes i just feel like giving up. Plus it's so boring at home, having your siblings yell at you for no reason.

i really need to get on with my History work!!! im basically teaching and learning all by myself. I wonder what grade i can get! and thank God it's not as boring as the History we used to learn in Msia. Im really grateful. It's, in fact, quite interesting :)

That's all i wanna say bye.