it's okay i'll take it later.
I just realised that my social circle is really small. Actually i realised it long time ago. But i just thought it's horribly small. It's like, other than school friends i have no one to socialise with. Look at me right now, it's school holidays and i havent got anyone to hang out with. I have such sad life. That's why i cant wait for my internship! cant wait to meet new people. i NEED to meet more people. I cant be so anti social. And be on my own, in my room, in my bed from morning till night. Im rotting here T__T i plan to start volunteering too. Wherever it is, i wanna volunteer for the weeks when i've finished/havent start internship.
I dont like rotting at home. LITERALLY rotting. I just feel so unproductive although it's good that i can relax myself. But the thing is, once i have time for myself, i'll start thinking nonsense and feel anxious. I need something to keep me occupied. That's why i plan to start revising tmr (I HAVE TO anyway since i still have my Psychology exam) and then on Tuesday i'll go shopping with my mom, Wednesday to school to revise (regardless whether or not my friend wants to join me in school), Thursday and Friday I have revision classes (YAY), I'll think about Saturday about whether or not i should go to school and on Sunday i'll see if i can go to my friend's house to revise (most probably not). There goes my one-week holiday. Honestly, i did hope for holidays before this but at the same time, now i feel that i'd rather go to school. :/ How irony.
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