The amount of hardwork I put into my studies.. even I can't believe myself sometimes.

THIS IS TOO MUCH.

I keep procrastinating today :( I need to finish my History notes by tomorrow night! Cz I have a mock on Wednesday. And that would be my last History lesson. Cz i have FS exam on the next Weds. Sigh. Come to think of it, this means that I only have 5 lessons of History(including next weds), and I have to be ready for exam. Oh god. Why on earth am I doing this. Sometimes I feel like a superMAN (even superwoman can't describe this). Doing the impossible. Tell me I'm superior. Or else I cant go through this anymore. I don't even know what I'm on about. Pfft.

I feel so demotivated today. So sleepy. And tired. Can't wait for everything to be over, but at the same time hoping the time would stand still. How ironic.

It seems like my work can't be finished. They're never-ending.

I want a day, that's free from homework, exam-related stress, stomachache, revision, and my brother's screams. I want a day where i can just lie in bed, or go to the beach, all by myself. And I could just chill without any worries nor responsibility. When will that day arrive?

And we might have a Law mock on Tuesday. We never know. So tell me. To revise for Law or History. Please just kill me.