Rot.

I'm literally "rotting" at home. My brain cells are committing suicide one by one each day.

I miss school. Hahaha. How odd it sounds. 3 more weeks, oh God. Im struggling to survive.

But really, I miss learning things and knowing that the teachers are always there for you and all the crazy friends (some, actually) who can make your day a lil' brighter. I miss occupying myself in school. At least more than half of my day is spent in school unlike during the holidays (NOW), i'm basically a useless person at home. Time is dreading to pass. I have no idea why.

I think 7 weeks of holidays are too much. Well, maybe (certainly) it wont be too much if I'm in Malaysia. Maybe (Most likely) it's because I had so many friends to hang out with in my previous school. And I got to go back to my hometown in Ipoh. Oh and we actually still had tuition (extra revision sessions outside of school hours) although we had no school, which meant that I would still be seeing the some same faces (kind of grateful, really) in tuition classes. I hate how I'm using past tense for this paragraph.

But anyways. I'm so sick of being at home. Not in that way. It's just that I'm so lifeless at home T_____T (DESPITE HAVING HW NOT DONE :P )

I know people will hate me for moaning but I prefer school days with frequent holidays because I feel more stressful during the holidays than being in school. Staying at home makes me feel so empty and not contented. It leaves me with more time to think about endless things which are probably not necessary. I think my temper is worse when Im at home. I feel very relaxed and happy in school although we have to learn new things everyday. How irony.

Maybe it's because my home doesnt really feel like a home to me.

Just realised that this sounded really depressing .__.

Nah, it isnt really that depressing (haha ... maybe it is). I think it's just that I feel really lonely at home. Maybe I should visit my friend someday next week.

Good thing is, I'm going shopping tmr. Hopefully I'll get something. I should reward myself sometimes.

I'm hungry.

I'm supposed to start my law work (felt so motivated ytd and this afternoon but the "feel" disappeared -___-) but I'm slacking now.

I NEED TO START MY LAW WORK. maybe I'll feel fine doing that :D