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Sorry for sounding pretty depressing yesterday in my last post. Haha.

I'm alright now! And guess what, today is actually so so much better than yesterday! I'm happy today, and it's been pretty much a good day!

So this morning, I was a few minutes late to my form and my form tutor didnt say anything. Then the Head of Year 12 aka my former History teacher came in and check on our uniforms. And he asked me if my History lesson yesterday was alright. It's really nice of him, he didnt really have to ask anything and just let it be. Tiny little things like that can actually make my day a whole lot better. At least I know that someone cares.

After break, it was Additionality. It's basically those critical thinking, asking ourselves "where do we wanna be" and "how can we achieve it" etc. I didnt wanna go through all that again since I've done them last year so I gather my courage (you cant imagine how difficult it is) and went to ask the Head of Post 16 whether I can do my own independent study (partly cz my friends are all having free time, i really dont wanna stay in the class and do nothing, and i have work to do). and amazingly, surprisingly, unexpectedly, HE LET ME! He told me I can do my own stuff rather than going for Additionality :'DDD I was so so so happy! My friends and I thought he was going to be really mean and wont let me do it. But then one of my friends told me it's worth asking. At least I'll know for sure if he didnt let me. So glad that I actually asked him. Now I have the whole morning free and only Psychology in the afternoon.

So in the afternoon I had Psychology. It was better than I thought! No friends? Alone in class? Stuffy room? Scrap all that. I CAN survive. It's because last year, I didnt have friends (only Marcia) in the class as well, and I DID survive. it's better actually. At least I can concentrate more! But there are a few noisy people on the class. Oh well. But then I think there'll be at least one or two in every class. And then I sat by the door and window so that I dont feel as dizzy compared to the place where it's right at the corner of the class. I think I finally get what the quote WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY means. Although I still feel dizzy, it's better than not doing anything.

I only have 1 History lesson a week. So I have frees in every morning except for Wednesday. But that's alright. Basically I have 3.5 subjects this year. Haha. Oh and I figured out. I think im gonna carry on with Geography. Trying my very best to keep on track with this. I really hope I can get at least a B this year. There you go, optimism!

I used to dislike Thursdays last year. Because it was Additionality, Photography and Film Studies (So artsy crafty haha). Yup. I think I'm loving Thursdays now.

Hmm, the thing is, I have my frees with quite a few of my friends. Not that it's a bad thing. But it will mean that I might not be able to concentrate on my work. Last year, there're only Marcia and I, and we really got on with our work. Pretty boring, eh. Haha.

So yeah. That's pretty much how good my day is. And it's quite warm today! And I wore my new coat to school! And... and... and THERE'S LAW TOMORROW YAYYYY! I'm not expecting anything, dont worry. I'm just happy when there is law. haha. One more thing! Three of my friends actually wanted to revise law together! We chatted about staying in school on a day per week after school reopens to revise for law and I thought they were kidding.

I have a feeling that it's gonna be a good year! No. I will make this year a good year!