feel so dead.

so lazy and tired :(

I woke up at (i actually forgot what time) 8+am because of the stupid gate of the shop next door plus the people were talking so loudly (seriously, why are they awake so early?), and then i went back to sleep but at 9am, my mom crashed (like literally) into my room and chuck a letter on my table (MOM IM SLEEPING) and (of course, curiosity kills) i went to check out on that letter. It was from my school, telling us they key dates eg RESULTS DAY and the first day of term. then again, i went back to sleep till 10.30am. SUCH A DISASTROUS MORNING.

and the school has changed the dresscode. it was "smart casual" last few years, but recently (apparently it's because we dressed too casually over the past few weeks since exam's finished) they make it "smart business wear". super formal. im just gonna stick to shirt shirt shirt shirt and skirt skirt skirt skirt. and the dress/skirt must "be no longer than knee length". i'll look like a midget :( but i think they'll let us wear a bit above knee length. it's just that those people in my school like to wear super mini skirts/dresses (so uncomfortable) to school. cant stand that. the new dress code is good actually, despite being a bit dull. at least i wont see people wear leggings as trouser or super mini skirts (i feel scared for them when there's wind, you know haha). and the school will look so professional *being so optimistic!!* not bad, not bad. but then sooner or later, i think it will slowly go back to being smart casual again. haha. it happened last year. (well, maybe they're stricter this year) but i did still stick with my semi-formal dresscode last time till now. cz i bought the shirt last year already, might as well wear it throughout the year. and it looks so cool and professional :B haha. i dont get how people wear t-shirt to school knowing that the teacher will tell them off -.- like seriously. like they're going shopping.

we went to the Walmart and had KFC. i had too much food that im pretty sure that i will gain lots of weight before school even starts. i feel so useless, lying in my bed worrying about my weight (and homework actually). i feel like jogging, but lacked determination and will :P oh well. but seriously, im eating too much.

I prefer school days, to be honest. idk whether i've mentioned this before, but at least we get less homework which is due maybe next lesson. not a PILE of homework for EACH subject ready to be handed in once school reopens. actually, i think if we divide the homework per week, we actually get twice the amount of work we usually get in school -.- holiday, they say.

OH DID I TELL YOU. i actually did my work yesterday! was so determined! in the afternoon i didnt do anything and then after dinner, i showered and thought, since the light is still not fixed, i should do some work till the sun sets. it worked! but it took a lot of effort tho. haha. although it's law, i still feel lazy to do it (luckily i have more will for this) :P i have one more booklet and key cases (LOADS) left, and law is sorted!

I'll see when i'll have the will to really pack it in and start all my work properly. I told myself not to slack till 1st Aug. That's the deadline. then im gonna make a study timetable for myself. hope it will work well for this time too!

im still so sleepy :(

i think i should pick up running again. cant afford to keep eating and let the fats conquer my body again. haha.