Torn between:

"It's already the last day of July, just relax for the last day and start working your ass off from tomorrow onwards!"

and;

"IT'S ALREADY THE LAST DAY OF JULY. MUST AT LEAST START DOING SOMETHING!"

i'll figure out which direction im gonna go to later after i've watched all the dramas (only 3 episodes -.-) tonight. probably at 9+pm i'll start my work.

I've phoned the Comms Team about marshalling a judge, and i've got to write an email to him about it. That's alright i guess. but he said he cant guarantee my application. at least im trying!

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Sometimes i wonder, i need to go through so much hassles in order to reach something. What if everything isnt worthwhile? What if the mission is impossible?

But then again: if i dont try, i'll never know.